dancer

dress shopping

2005-10-29T20:55:00.000+08:00

friday was last day of school. was sad that they are leaving. yeah. gossipmonger club is left with only joyce at crescent as home base leh! anyway. i wonder what will happen next year, when i enter and my first reaction will be like oh, where's (so and so), wanna look for her to say "hello galx galx" but then again, i realise, they aren't there anymore. and my class, i'll enter with the key and say hello too, but the first reaction would be a 'find your place and sit down and shut up' reaction where there isn't the warmth. at first; i hope. i guess, it won't be that bad, would it?

NANAWALABANANA
babe! i will definitely miss all the stupidly noisy times we had lah okay. you spying AS USUAL. and telling me all the CONFERENCE materials and then making one hell lot of nonsensical crap online every night with stupid names. and oh, tell me the people i introduced to you were nice dear. And!! browsing around like don't know what at shopping centers while we all act rich with tschus and walk/saunter into like guess. yes and i will miss the nights plotting with you which day to skip or not to. and the times which i will tell you do to your homework lah. and all that nonsense. oh i think i'll miss the mee your mum cooks too. will miss your infectious laughter. too loud i think? GO NJ AND BE A SHU NU LAH. GORT EUUR HOTTIEXZ BOIX BOIX THERE NEH! OH WINDOW SHOPPING WAS FUN. but you got your princess cut jeans first. does that make you a princess earlier?

TSCHUS
PUCKER UP LAH! you're THE next supermodel and your body needs to be longer. your legs are long enough. thank you for all the embarassing times and all, despite how embarassed i may have been. lemme see. train and bus. your favourite modes of embarassment. HEH. anyway. i will miss the noise noise and more noise in dance and on the bus. yes you make all the noise and i believe my rides home will be very quiet. thank you for being that nice window shopper too. and yes, i love you and lava, NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES YOU FREAKING INSIST THAT I LIKE PINK, WHICH I DON'T. though my bedsheets are like pink and orange at the moment. BUT NO I STILL DON'T LIKE PINK HAH. and i'll miss all the juicy gossip about things i never knew when you polluted my innocence. but i still had fun. will miss all the noise. and please go NJ and be a SHUNU. your hottiex BOIX BOIX are there. oh thanks for being such a wonderful frontflip supporter. GIMME A C! GIMME A UYUN what you get CHUYUN!

TSCHUS AND LAVA MONSTERS

lava and tshucs lah poseurs.

FIRST UNCOVERED PICTURE!

UNLIKE THIS.

LAVA AND MUEE.

POSEUR WITH RECIEPT TAGS.

NISE NISE
hey nise gossipmongerx! haha. keep the stuff on yeah? thanks for all the EXCLUSIVE you tell me about things i never knew. yes it's amazing about c_____ b______'s blog. and all the stupid times we spent laughing. that's for the thought provoking? motherly? kind? advice after i got my results. and i will aim to be top 10 in class while you MUST MUST MUST aim to be top IH student. i insist. will miss you lots and all that NISENISE calling out from the class. don't regret okay? that's the last thing you must do. and oh i'll doubt you'll regret anyway (: take care dear. will miss all the randomness and all the EXCLUSIVENESS in gossip and laughter.

JOYCELYN
hey ho. known you as the very very determined one. though i don't think i've talked that much to you as compared to lava but do take care at nj. i don't think you'll be reading this, but yeah take care anyway. do enjoy yourself at nj yeah? you'll do great, i'm sure. thanks for all the help in work at any point or another. oh and tribond too (: and i still think i owe the clique windbreaker or tee? but yes, keep loving winnie the pooh. love!

WENLIN
LINLIN. WHY SO SHY DE THAT DAY. SOME PEOPLE HOR TAKE BY THEMSELVES IS THE PRO LEH!!!! haha. anyway. will miss the extra noise even though tschus makes that much already. but yes, i'll miss it all the same. thanks for being a crescent dancer with me and sweating it all out. will miss you alot. all the smiles and your water from your water bottle. ;D haha. anyway. take care darling. PETERPOHPOYHUACAOYONG

CHEEFY WENLIN ME

WENLIN ME JEANNE

2C2, i love you all.

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anyway. going on the dress shopping that happened yesteryday, went with mum. it was toture. like yeah, toture. who in the world tries to squeeze into a dress and yet still fit nicely only. tried SEVEN pieces and changing in and out. almost suffocated. but oh well here's it. got black.

the back criss cross.
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some random pictures at window shopping and erm spying? HAHA.

MR FASHION DISASTER-lavania

MS PINKIE GAL GAL-tschus

MR I WEAR A PINK HOT SHIRT

i still wonder why lava took it. he didn't break the rules of wearing a pink shirt. he isn't fair what so it really isn't that bad. anyway. moving on.

HEIDI KLUM BIRKIE WANNABE! just destud it and then, ADD ON TO BIRKIES AND IT'LL LOOK HEIDI KLUM-LAVA

LAVA'S IDEAL DRESS HOT BABE HOT.

tshucs favourite. of course, she matched it.

i think this is way cute. and it's in GASP PINK?! EW.

i think this looks cute. got stripes leh!

interesting hat. again, they insist it's my type but no! THEY ARE ALWAYS WRONG. THEY WANT IT FOR THEMSELVES SO MUCH THAT THEY DECIDE TO BE NICE TO ME FOR ONCE AND STOP LAUGHING. HAHA.

i think the hello kitty is cute.

LAO SHI'S BIRTHDAY! (christine looks a bit scary)

i like the RED.

YAY ONE LEG ONE LEG FRONT FLIP! (: thank you my coach, cindy and all my supporters. XIE XIE DA JIA!

okay that's enough for today. sorry i didn't resize pics. was really lazy. heh. tired now. and i think xmas songs are really nice. BACK TO MY SHOW PEOPLE! LOVE!

inferior complex

2005-10-27T20:40:00.000+08:00

(i trust you enough not to look beyond what you're not supposed to)

after that things have changed so much for me. after that i lost a whole lot of will to do anything much, only hate it i guess. after that i had all the confidence drained out of me like i was kinda like a wet piece of tissue, ready to break anytime. after that i kept thinking i was the one who created the problems and with you hating me to the core (and i don't blame you for that) i just quiet. after that i felt rock bottom and zilch. so don't you dare tell me what to do.

i feel sucky. are you there?

let me say some random stuff
1. tschus and i were bread talking today
2. i love dance to the core
3. i hurt my back. it hurts bad.
4. i'm glad you're __________
5. i think i need some proper food soon.

LIJ2

2005-10-26T22:29:00.000+08:00

WE WON LIJ2 (square) ! ;D after all, we won nyp eh? barney guy, emo specs, try harder. after like ten thousand years, it's done and we won (: love you guys. lois, isabella, joycelyn. sorry for all the emo times! TRIBOND, your start to relationships that bind. now you know where the tablet training has gone to. oh i think eunice olsen is like the hippestxz thingxz ebers! she wore black and pink today. (icey and tschus alert!)

anyway. rushed to learning lab, and oh chang kee (HOW DO YOU SPELL IT?) curry puff never tasted better. was starving. got the news when i was in english. i was like GRINNING AWAY. and the teacher had to ask me a question. oh well. had B&J mudslide after that (!!!) fattening but so so so good. it was like, YUM MAN! i should try another flavour one day. one day that is.

i am still obsessed over my show. and i love only one song. something something yon2 gan3. i think. WILL post the lyrics. first time you'll see chinese lyrics on my blog then. groud breaking or what? anyway. jocye is tired and she just got back and her shows are waiting for her. so bye!

shoppink

2005-10-25T22:28:00.000+08:00

yay. today muee, tschus and lava went SHOPPINK! (: i had LOADSA FUN. and no, i still insist i am NOT pinkie galxz galxz. after today, i rather hate pink already. omg, revolting i tell you. sigh. but you see, my camera casing is pink. but i was desperate for it. oh well. let me recount the entire afternoon. let me be embarassed!!! HAHAHAHA

1. shaw for lunch at kfc. haha it was funny. took pictures here and there, TILL WE SAW A FASHION DISASTER. yes. stripy colourful (NOT GRADIENT. COLOURFUL) and well, being the wonderful mongers that we are, we took a picture. and yes, the mode of crime was my wonderful red hot sexy canon camera. oh, and we went walking around shaw. to like bilabong, levis, topshop, BIBI AND BABA. let me start with bibi and baba first. walked in, saw my rgps uniform (!!!) their PE SHIRT change MATERIAL LEH! to the old, first one. lucky ducks. yes. and we wanted to get _____ her uniform. but we kinda figured, the craze MAY have died down. oh well, and we were looking at all the uniforms. so temtped to take a picture, but the lady would have thought we were mad (LIKE ALL THE OTHER SHOPKEEPERS). and oh we walked pass this shop which sold weird shoes. boots till like the knee and above, and RED AND PINK HOT SLIPPERS (?!). okay next, topshop. HAHA THEY SO "LOVED" the pink hued shirt, that they took a picture of it. NOT ME OKAY. i just stood there, and turned around. HOHO

2. proceeded to like, wheelock because, it was pouring like mad mad mad. and we took pictures, yes, at wheelock to see the rain fall down the glass pieces in a conical like way. and we were standing in the middle of no where, staring upwards taking pictures. went to like birkenstock, crumpler and apple. AND WE SAW THIS JOB APPLICATION THING AT SOME RANDOM RESTARURANT. ONLY THEN DID WE KNOW THAT WE DESPERATELY NEED FUNDING FOR OUR HOLIDAY ACTIVITIES!

3. went off to wisma. walked into like ANOTHER topshop. and all the yada yada shops. but yes. there, we saw LOTS OF GOSSIP. on people we don't know. and guess who's the supplier. GUESS WHO!!!! hint: starts with the letter 'T' .... TSCHUS! how exciting, and totally not surprising. hobby is blog hopping what. and most of the time, she's bored. scandal after scandal. person after person. they're pretty ordinary 'cept for one, wait two-they looked SUPER beng. yes. but oh well, he's a rich beng and _____ and _______ persons would be fighting for the rich beng! anyway. walked into another nike. and went to surfbabe. HOHO. that one was funny. we walked an pretended to be blinded by such painful looking objects. haha was hilarious. and we saw this jewel studded shoe and lava insisted that we could get the slipper and de-stud it and put it on birkies to make it look expensive and like the heidi klum one!

4. taka and roamed around looking for my camera pouch. wanted to try that crescent-lookalike-mango skirt, and UNFORTUNATELY NO MORE LIAO! ): but yes, then there was this hello kitty fair thing! IT WAS EXCITING. but the only lame part is that it was all pink lah. but oh well, i still think hello kitty is quite cute. SHUT UP TSCHUS AND LAVA HOHO! and they took yet another picture of a stranger in ALL PINK. yes. pink shirt, top but oh, a pair of black tights in pink sneakers. sigh. yes. and we walked on till we went up to the ladies department. and we saw this pair of shoes. high heeled, with a ball of fluf in the center. very hilarious looking and we happily took a picture. yes and we headed upstairs and they found yet another target wearing pink shirt. hot pink, GUY. yes.

5. after roaming around somemore, i got my casing and then, they happily took enough sunglasses pictures already (:

i wonder if such occasions will be often next year, from the last we meet.

i'm kinda tired now. eventful but really FUN FUN FUN DAY!

tschus and lava are my bestest shoppinkxz buddiexz! <3

exciting

2005-10-23T20:21:00.000+08:00

well, my parents are at the near edge of approving me to go PA! yeah today was at PA, rushed from church. reached there in half an hour. did the warm ups and all, and i did FRONTFLIPS! i kidna thing i am losing my touch AGAIN. i can't do the one leg one leg one after a while coz, i think my back was really tired and all. BUT I COULD COME UP IMMEDIATELY FOR SOME. :D JOY JOY JOY. i was so excited can! haha. but yes. i MUST perfect it. CINDY (yes cindy is my gym coach for frontflips) IS GOING TO TEACH ME-i think. did so many till my back is sore. but oh well, it's worth it.

strained ankle muscle, sore back; but you know what? it's worth it, because i DANCE

GRASS IS MY FRIEND. ME LOVES GRASS. ME LOVES GRASS MORE THAN GYM MATS AND THE ONCE GREAT RED MAT. ME LOVE GRASS. (i can be nature girl!!!!)

JOYCE LOVES FRONTFLIPS. DO YOU?

oh lemme add something else exciting; I GOT A NEW CAM (:

is it pretty? i got red. my other one was kinda conking out. :/ but yeah. luny lavania HAS GOTTEN HER LEVIS. GAH TO HER MAN. ME AND CHUYUN SAYS GAH. we (tschus, lava, natalie, lucy, me) should go shopping again. HAHA I THINK ITS HILARIOUS!! :D yes. LETS PLAN PEOPLE! oh another exciting thing. I'M GOING KAYAKING! yes i am. so exciting. NOV NOV NOV. and now i need to plan ice skating. when should i go ah?

as you can see, i'm being extremely random today. and i keep on sneezing. (SOMEONE'S BITCHING ABOUT ME?!) oh, how i love gym.

GYM RELEASES ENDORPHINES

yeah now you know why i'm high.

2005-10-21T18:05:00.000+08:00

(i first apologize for the pics being so big. if it isn't i doubt you can see anything)

anyway these are my end of year results -gasp- kinda disappointed. but oh well. i'll just take it as it comes. and i've been really trying to be thankful these whole week no matter how disappointed i was. thanks for the reminder (:

so here it is.

special dropping to express because dropping higher chinese. i hope i stop flunking. i've been flunk for two consecutive years for chinese already. already immune to it. which is really really bad. i don't hate chinese. actually, i kinda enjoy it. just reading basically. but you see. i don't really get it after all. (the format that is)

the results, blow by blow. okay lemme' start from the top.

1. english and lit were SUPPOSED to be A2s. my english this time was crap. (over 30) compo 23, letter 21, compre 12.5 (!!!!!!), (0ver 20) summary 13 (!!!) my lit was also not too good i guess. okay maybe one essay. because i had (over 25) 14, 18, 18. and the wonderful 14 for MOV pulled me down like ten thousand miles.

2. chinese failed. :( [refer to above]

3. science. i think one more A looks nicer than one less right? haha. i think more could have been done. was a little too last minute i think?

4. OH DID I TELL YOU ART ROCKS MY BIG FAT SOCKS. (:

5. math is sad. yes i am sad. i improved by like two grades, but stupid mid year pulled me down. i think a B looks nicer than a C on my slip right? one more mark lehh! haha. mids are horrid. (okay maybe not in the case of science)

6. percentage of 63.3% improved. class postition still stuck there. level position is just bad. i think it's just purely unfair that for one, just because we're in special stream, hmt is like our L1. and as such, causing me to have the WHOLE YEAR overall is fail. people in express don't have to suffer this man. such injustice. and it looks ugly. and i am like 5th in the level! EXICITING I MUST SAY. from the bottom you see. NOW YOU SEE THE THRILLS. nevermind. next year express. failing higher chinese just totally puts you at the bottom of a lot of things. sigh.

combinations. the underlined are like my choice. but, i doubt i would get it. i'll appeal like mad. my math and science average is like 64% and it's like short of one. bad, very bad. very bad. pleasseeee. can i have physics chem? OH I AM TAKING ART (: with shian! haha.

i didn't study as hard as i could. probably i could have lesser hours of sleep and maybe, things would have been different. maybe. i'm learning thankfulness, and i'll take it with prayer as it comes.

anyway. so cool right? ONLINE YOU KNOW?! by 25th but mr lim said like 26th morning. but i think 25th's safer.

shucks, i'm away. ah i shall get someone to help me. really, i'm kinda scared. what if's pop into my brain constantly. i keep on forgeting on the aspect of trusting. i've learnt a lot and i really hope i'll just not freak out with everything in place. i'm glad i didn't break after disappointing moments. it was like wrenching, but it could have been worse. thanks for reminding me.
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they all got higher. no matter how hard i try, i'll never be there right? oh wait. that's not new. inferior complex oh wait. i'm the dumb one who totally cannot make it. yeah i kinda almost that. thanks. oh i forgot. their smarter.

i realised i learn things pretty slowly. shucks, that's bad.
anyway for now. <3ta

2005-10-18T15:43:00.000+08:00

okay this is some funny thing i saw. do circulate, so that my efforts won't go to waste. the song was relly hard to listen to and i took at least an hour to make out the lyrics. it is REALLY cheesy. and this was featured on MOT. okay this is self composed and all, its a three man band, wenlong, ben and (IFORGOTTHELASTONE'SNAME). all from acsi i think . so yes. YOU MUST hear the song first and look at the lyrics. and oh, some of the lyrics are incorrect. i typed out what i could make out of okay. enjoy! oh right. i might warn that it is EXTREMELY CHEESY. I ALMOST DIED. so yeah. fairry landd` wif ger ger

http://www.purevolume.com/benchensilentvalentine

PRINCESS IN FAIRY LAND

-HORRIBLE INTRO- (PIANO. WASN'T A KEY BOARD I INSIST. BANG BANG BANG) -then guitar and keyboard intro-

in fairy tale land there were many bright stars
many twinkling stars many bright stars. (singapore doesn't have stars!!!)
but dreaming of time with you under my dose (what's with dose, it's kinda incoherent?)
so under the castle with you princess
so when her prince kissed her
cinderella must get home by 12 midnight (RIGHTT...)
romeo and juliet died together while holding hands (examples examples. can you live it up?)
living now together now forever

hear your sweet voice echo in my head
wonder if it was fate (AREN'T ALL LOVE STORIES LIKE THAT?! )
i wonder if you are dreaming of me
fairy tale land, princess
felt myself staring in your shining eyes
beautiful hair swaying in the wind
could never far get there
kisses we had good times we shared together
if you heard the song i wrote for you
you're the best the best princess that i've ever known (the only maybe?)
that i bothered tell her
that i'll get to you and we'll live happy ever after with you

[INEEDHELPHERE. yes because there are some words i can't make out]
do want go there and next(?! i was thinking it might be eggs) and jewels
i can climb bits(?! i don't know whats that either) for you princess
if you want to go dream i bring the fires
of moredart (?! i didn't know what's that either) to get it for you
if you get stuck in a tall tower (when i first heard it i was like eifel tower?! romantic aye?)
i'll go you still and get you down
you must think why i'm doing all these for you
i'll tell you it's all because of love

hear your sweet voice echo in my head
wonder if it might be fate
wonder if it was fate
i wonder if you are dreaming of me
fairy tale land, princess
felt myself staring in your shining eyes
beautiful swaying in the windcould never far get there
kisses we had good times we shared together
if you heard the song i wrote for you
you're the best the best princess that i've ever known
that i bothered tell her
that i'll get to you and we'll live happy ever after with you

-guitar and keyboard close AND FINALLY DRUMS COME IN-

VERY SUITABLE FOR WELL, IDOL DRAMAS I MIGHT ADD. THE BEST. SO WHO'S GONNA SIGN HIM UP? ITS IDOL DRAMA MATERIAL AFTERALL!

<3 ta.

shucks

2005-10-18T15:07:00.000+08:00

aches all over. had problems walking down. darn darn darn. tomorrow results. die die die die. can't go nz. crap crap crap crap. what next?

i am super super sorry c2 that i forgot to pass the key to someone today. i am extremely sorry about what happened.. forgive my carelessness please?

i need yokoyoko

cooking

2005-10-15T22:25:00.000+08:00

today's a cooking day! yay. it was fun fun fun. haha. you see, cara, pam and jewel came over to cook after ypg. yes. and i tell you, buying a birthday cake is LOTS cheaper than baking it like. i never knew cheese could be so expensive. so here's what happened. we wanted to bake a cake for Tr minyi on her birthday (LAST WEEK) and then we couldn't because exams lah. then today, we (me and cara) went to shop for the stuff and then pam and jewel came along to bake! yes we baked chocolate cheese cake and another sticky pudding thing. the sticky pudding thing was for us to eat though, but the cheese cake's for tomorrow. hoho. hope it's good! 4 TUBS OF PHILADELPHIA CHEESE. omg, i've never seen so much cheese in my entire life. up close, i might add. yes. but anyway. it was fun in short! (:

it was embarassing today too. i went to meet lava and jeremy at nj. VERY GOOD LAH. big mistake. so extra can? then i went all the way there and ended up at sixth ave eating ice cream and some tomato bread. HOHO. WE WALKED THERE. HOW COST SAVING CAN THAT GET? and i heard stories of ___ ___ ___ and ___ ___. was so exciting. and yes, i'll heed joycelyn's advice next time. TSK! i'll make sure it's up to joycelyn's expectations lah! and lava, you BETTER thank me. (:

i'd wish for your message but you see,
it was never meant to be;

<3 ta bye!

I UPDATED THE PREVIOUS POST.

PA TMRW(: my first.

such a nice day

2005-10-14T23:02:00.000+08:00

today's a happy day (:

thanks to these people for making my day. IN ORDER- i tried!
1. germ
2. ben k
3. jeremy
4. janet
5. eugene
6. lava
7. jeremy
8. valencia
9. joycelyn
10. bell
11. joseph
12. su an
13. cheekeng
14. keon
15. matthew
16. tschus
17. nat
18. lucy
19. yanting
20. yenfang
21. edlyn
22. tr minyi
23. cara
24. cousins and auntiexz.
25. yuting
26. jem
27. michelle ling
28. xue yuan
29. sarah jane
30. bernice
31. andrew
32. joyce yap
33. jus ang

( IF I LEFT YOU OUT, TELL ME OKAY)I UPDATED IT!
i thank You, Lord for my very special friends! (:

omg, i forgot. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TWIN XUEYUAN!!!

SHOPPING WAS FUN. ( i wrote this entry, but i felt i had to rewrite it for some reason. hm)

1330- FINISHED TDP AND HEAD TO TOWN WITH LAVA TO MEET TSCHUS CHEEFY AND SARAH.

1400- taka! they went to return claire's book. yes and we went to like see zara, mango, guess, m)phosis, levis. and we headed off to wisma to like topshop, nike and surf babe, espirt. then headed back to taka. SHOPPING TONES YOUR CALF MUSCLES (QUOTE TSCHUS!) i got 4 tops for topshop (plain ones though). I INSIST I DO NOT LIKE PINK AND WHITE STUFF. I AM NOT TWITTY! AND TSCHUS JUST STOP LAUGHING. ITS JUST TOO EMBARASSING. IT MUST BE THE BEEF NOODLES. I BET IT HAS ENDORPHINES. while walking, me and lava were eating our lunch so unglamly then i prayed i wouldn't see anyone. OH WE TRIED THE LEVIS PRINCESS CUT. (IS IT CALLED THAT WAY?) anyway it was so nice. WE THREE WILL GET IT. HOH! we even tried the sizes so we can tell parent's the specific size cutting etc etc.

1530- went to cine to meet LUCY THE HIPPIEX VBGG and NATALIE. yes. and they were shopping for presents. i tell you VBGG IS MAD. anyway. we rushed to heeren. and we spotted SCANDAL! but aiyah they spotted us, so no stalking. i was HOWEVER INSISTENT ON GETTING PUMPS. or a belt in some case. but yes, we ended up walking around. and i got a charm bracelet with natalie! sho de pretty niahxz! then headed on to ceterpoint AFTER the rain died down abit. HOHO it was fun alright.

1630- centerpoint, ladies section, TRIUMPH. yesyes. chuyun aka, MOTHER was shopping for lucy's _______ for her EXTREMELY SHO DE PRETTY RACER BACK. as you may know, _______s b______ is way to revealing in that PRETTTYYYY RACER BACK, as such the case. i'm chipping in with tschus and bernice, so LUCY, WEAR IT. DON'T STASH AWAY IN THE DRAWER. OH! yun ying, lava's friend came along. anyway. erm. yes. we were making one whole lot of noise while waiting for lucy. and she kept on complaining. LUCY! YOU MUST TRY! PLEASE!! and we ended up walking around and around. esprit, some shoe shops and etc. STILL INSISTENT ON GETTING PUMPS. but to no avail. AT CENTERPOINT WE TRIED THE MANGO IMMITATION SKIRT. it's $105 and YOU CAN LIKE MODIFY SCHOOL SKIRT and it'll be cheaper. and oh just add a ribbon (: and a lady actually wanted to buy it when we were walking right in front of her.

1730- headed home, chatting on train till lava had a crisis. yes. and we stopped at bishan to help her. you better thank us man. you embarassed us on the train. ;) BUT I STILL LOVE YOU ALL THE SAME DEAR!

1800- was on the bus doing all the twit poses in the mirror. HOHO WE WERE SO RETARDED CAN! finally had a nicer picture of the lot (:

1830- HOME. SWEET. HOME. and cousins came over.

read tschus or lavania FOR CROSS REFERENCES! HEH

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aside all this, i really hope _______ will come to know of Him. i'm hoping, and i'm leaving all the rest to Him.

one year has passed. have lots to thank God for. just really grateful for everything, for every opportunity, for every change, for every joy, for every tear. at least, i know i'm still human and that i can feel. i thank Him for every friendship, every laughter, every hug. even though how much i may complain at times, i'm thankful.

photolog (:

the "immitation" crescent skirt. by the way, the black is just another version of the peacock blue skirt. yepp. $105, mango.

what happened? i wonder.

WE ARE TWITS. how die hard. i hope the bus uncle didn't look up and get the shock of his life. (IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE A GOOD THING WITH ME AND TSCHUS IN THE MIRROR)

i was walking in when i took this pic. You're my blue skies

charm bracelet! (:

two generations; the cousins and niece and nephew!

the thousand cakes, taken by the brother

cousins (: - ilookretardedasusual

yepp, that's my day. i think i've had too many photologs. but oh well, i guess it's fresh! my bro's sweet. he got me a pink watch. LAVA AND TSCHUS TSK. anyway.
<3ta! take care.

photolog!

2005-10-13T21:09:00.000+08:00

these are the purchases of the day! (yesterday)

went for:
1. chalet (not really let after awhile)
2. dance! in the morning (briefing)
3. QUIDAM. OMG QUIDAM.

here are some purchases today! (yesterday)

1. SHIRT FROM QUIDAM (ex, painful, ouch)

THE PRETTIEST SHIRT ON PLANET EARTH. haha. i'm jealous! TSCHUS HAS LIKE THREE OTHER SHIRTS. -cries!- i want the pretty red shirt and nice white jacket! mum, i know you love me

"metamorphosis; life runs its course, everything changes" that's what the shirt says

THE OVERVIEW OF SHIRT- pretty dancers(!!!)

the picture of the dancer i like

the other bigger more yellow one

2. PRESENT FOR JENN

okay. guess what it is. it's circular, and it's for girls

any idea?

GOT MIRROR ALSO! you know?

this should give it away... do you know?

ITS A COMB! how ingenious is this! a small thing for a samll little girl like my niece.

that's me trying the comb out. yepp, it's good. (darn i look retarded)

that's the girl who's gonna use it. she should like pink at her age.

3. QUIDAM PROGRAMME BOOKLET. (!!!) and yes, i paid for it.

so cool and sophisticated. ahh

that's quidam. (betcha' didn't know that)

my favourite character! love the way he walks like tschus says

the girl was really cool.

MY FAVOURITE ACT. SERIOUSLY GOOD. the other hoop one i couldn't find any pictures in the book. but yes. this is THE best.

(apologies for the pictures taken from the book. i have no scanner that's why)
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QUIDAM WAS GREAT

that's such an understatement. enjoyed it like mad. through out the show, it was like.
"OMG OMG OMG."
"so cool the cart wheel. ahh i want to do the front flip."
"SHE DID A CHUAN FAN SHEN WHILE PLAYING WITH LE DIABLOS (!!!)"
"I CAN DO A BACKFLIP JOYCE. I CAN DO IT!"

the clowns were real funny. and the acts were so body stretching. esp the one with the red cloth. i think it was meant to signify birth from a baby. the way they did it, it was just amazing. yeah. and the other one (another one i liked), that which had two people in parallel, clad in only undergarments; the way they entered, i didn't even know they entered at all! and when they emerged it was like. woah. and the whole muscle control and body control thing is like, gasp. the whole place was quiet and all. then people were clapping. i was kinda not clapping at all, coz i was like staring intently. yes. looking rather. and the best part was, during the stunt, the stage was circulating! like moving in circles in a way. i think that one signified the creation of man. (maybe when i'm not so lazy, i'll load that picture up). another one was the hoops! i mean, three of them were in each their own hoop. and they were twirling, circulating (I DON'T KNOW WHATS THE WORD FOR IT!) and even like curled around it. these were those acts i really liked. oh i love the girl. and my favourite character. he's like the nemesis or something like that. i think. yeah but the whole thing was real abstract (quote tschus). all in all, it was great. had loadsa fun just watching it and looking around at all the merchandise- IT WAS SO PRETTY. esp the shirts. like it had dancers, and like slogans on your shirts. not your typical black shirt which is baggy and says "QUIDAM" in orange, yellow or whatever. no logos, AT ALL. even if there was, it's not obvious really.
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tomorrow's gonna be an exciting day. going shopping with lava, that is if she gets her money. LAVA GET YOUR MONEY :( and my nice nice nice friend has left the cyber world because her mum stole her com. CRIES. her entertainment is taken away (quote lava)

i still want that red shirt and jacket. mum i know you love me. ;)

okay i think this is long enough!
i'm thankful for everything-you
one more day till i have taken that step to becoming old. YAY?<3

i still believe

2005-10-10T21:38:00.000+08:00

i believed, and now it's done.

you said you could mend my broken heart.
but how are you supposed to do it for two
HEARTBROKEN GIRLS!
kekekeke. look for me for what happened! SHO DE EXCITING NIAHXZ!

tomorrow's the last, and i got plans! i'm a happy girl. good enough for me. (: apparently wed there's chalet. but, quidam clashes. and i want to go out with before that. DECISION DECISION DECISION! THIS WEEK IS AN EXCITING WEEK! so happening.

break loose, what's new?

5 more days!

2005-10-09T19:43:00.000+08:00

today is a slack day. shouldn't be the case, but i feel like i'm on holiday. i'm tired. really tired. why? because i am ________

anyway. 5 MORE DAYS! till i am 14. i suppose, that's a good thing?
and exams are over in 2 more days. got loads planned out! (:

YOUTH CONFERENCE IS IN LIKE TWO MONTHS. yay.
i kinda just filled up my form. hope ______ can go conference. i'll pray.

lava, don't you love mittens? ~~and of course secrets.~~ TSK!

tuesday is gen 3. i'm not complaining! there's no more papers anyway. so yay.

need to continue with my love-hate relationship with d&t and history.<3

yay!

2005-10-08T11:48:00.000+08:00

this is currently my wallpaper, and i am a very happy person.

SEC TWO CRESCENT DANCERS

SHO DE KEWLXZ EH!?
<3 while i wait for cara to come. gonna create a button if i'm not to busy and it's not too ugly. i shall try! should be studying. so yes. i'm excited about quidam and after exams and like, this is eternity for some reason. press on. hold on.

bloggers back to normal

2005-10-07T19:46:00.000+08:00

blogger's back to normal. not in a mood to study at all, but i shall try okay. really i will and i shall.
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i was thinking what i should do after exams, and i got stuff planned out already:

1. get back to church on saturdays

2. QUIDAM (confirmed) wednesday, 12 oct, 8pm

3. DANCE. DANCE. i must go PA by hook or by crook. parents can't say anything anymore. i want to dance. i want to get back to school on monday and thursday afternoon to DANCE.

4. ice skating with ___________ (who wants to go?)

5. canoeing with __________ (who wants to go?)

6 .shopping

7. get my ben and jerry's. ben and jerry's i love you. oh haagen daz, you shouldn't be jealous because i love you too!

8. go get my camera for my birthday. dad remembers, right? HAHA

9. swimming with __________ (who wants to go?)

10. STRETCH. SPLIT. FLIP. JUMP.
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WE dance for laughter,
WE dance for tears,
WE dance for madness,
WE dance for fears,
WE dance for hopes,
WE dance for screams,
WE are the dancers,
WE create the dreams

i miss crezdance.
(notice the WE? yeah it's a group effort)
oh credits to cheefy
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1. english
2. chinese
3. lit
4. science
5. history
6. d&t
7. math

four down, three to go.

lit and science are OVER the most harrowing subjects. but now, it's math and i'll keep press on.
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thanks to jeremy for science. lava, germ and joyce says thank you!
thanks to ben for science too. lava and joyce says thank you!

~~why can't i be good at science LEH!~~
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cause' i still believe, in Your faithfulness
cause' i still believe, in Your truth
cause' i still believe in Your holy words
even when i don't see,
i still believe.
-jeremy camp

been holding on to that.
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DANCE:
you won't know it, till you feel it.

i'm at macs

2005-10-06T17:15:00.000+08:00

at macs now. i'm not hungry and i can die. i think songs do me good.

adelene

2005-10-05T22:38:00.000+08:00

i'm dedicatin a whole post to adelene.
DAMN SHE'S MAD.
i am NOT JOKING. what's wrong with her!
SWOONING IS THE WORD.
aiyah that's all for today!
i know she loves her name. and she likes red now i think.

hey love.

2005-10-04T21:30:00.000+08:00

been talking about TWITS THE WHOLE DAY! i should go worship them or something man. i mean. if you can type hElLox. nIaHzx nn oYcE gOnNa cUtt MoHawWk styLOO maNx! you're pro. you type even faster than me dammit! LAVA AND I ARE GOING TO CUT MOHAWK STYLE MAN! SO UBER THE KEWL CAN?! HAHA. and ben as been teaching us the HEARTLANDER LANGUAGE LORH. realli cool leh. c'mon lets go get a pink skirt lava.
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my science is in a worse state than math. how ironic.

TODAY!

2005-10-03T19:43:00.000+08:00

chinese today leh. how? well. i'm glad i finished. it. please pray i pass. i was really going to break down and cry like before the compo paper. i prayed before the paper. and isaiah 40:31 was in my mind. and i was humming in Christ alone during my paper. brought about such reassurance. really. best part was before paper two. she gave us ten minutes to stone. i was really calm and collected. not freaking out like the first paper. i really thank God for that. i don't really care anymore for now. it's over. and i'm moving on. no more fears.

two down, five to go! and i konw i'm not alone. :)

lit & science
history & d&t
math!
(and after that it's just: "OH WHATEVER")

i'm running after you.

2005-10-02T23:11:00.000+08:00

i don't care people will say
i'm running after You
i won't turn back and go their way
i'm running after You
no matter what may come my way
i'm running after You
it's you i'm following you today
i'm running after You.

chinese paper tmrw.
please pray for me.
please.

reply to tags

2005-10-01T20:05:00.000+08:00

i need to reply since 26th september. A LOT of tags. show's that people are reading my blog. yay! haha.
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benk: HELLO. YOU MADE A NEW FRIEND HOT AND FUNKY LAVA LAMP! how exciting right. you meet a new friend during my history lessons. and she says that you're funny. (lava should be reading)

matt: diversion of limelight is not a very good thing.... HAHA aye your national pics. oh ben knows only lava lah. haha. you jealous?

germ: we'll study together next time okay. lit and math. (: we will do this together in His grace okay. take care dear. yes i will sms you next time also. haha. germ! ME AND LAVALAMP AND YOU CAN MUG TOGETHER! (: we will make it okay!!! haha. yes. i want to ponn next week to catch up with sleep and work. how, EXCITING. haha.

lava: lava darrlinnggg. i bet mugging's good for you. when you want to schedule another lit marathorn? YOU ARE A CHENG GONG MUGGER! (: yes you and i are! i believe oh so earnestly! take care DARRLAVA. haha. oh and ben finds you funny too. (DO YOU SEE THE IRONY IN MY REPLY?) lava lamp, the hottest new thing.

jem: haha. yes i will. i'll keep trying. and i don't really intend to stick to failure. you too okay. haha.

huishan: HELLO HUISHAN! yes dublin mudslide is like SO GOOD. haha i don't mind putting on weight for that! haha. yeahh see you around soon! (:

yanting: hey! YOU TOO! haha all the best for eoys (THOUGHT ITS A BIT LATE AFTER ENGLISH)

sandra: YES HE IS SO MUCH BETTER THAN CHAD. LAFFERTY! :] totally de kewlxz nehxz! haha. one tree hill babe!

jacq: yeah i'm doing the same we're all gonna ponn. sc,cedar,crescent,kc,acsi then that leaves erm nanyang and hwi? nanyang got like exams next week? haha if not it leaves only jiaxi and lisheng.

ersy: thanks ersy! you too! take care.

i don't care what people will say

2005-10-01T02:35:00.001+08:00

LIT MARATHORN! joyce and lavania. ends as of 241. started at 2030. next week want another lava? i'ts exhausing though! ;)

i don't care what people will say

2005-10-01T02:35:00.000+08:00

LIT MARATHORN! joyce and lavania. ends as of 241. started at 2030. next week want another lava? i'ts exhausing though! ;)

i'll try

2005-09-30T20:11:00.000+08:00

i'm the one who can't make it.
i'm the one who's slow.
i'm the one who's odd.
i'm the one who wants you gobsmacked.
(that would be below the priority of doing it for Him)
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aye germ if you read this call me okay. i want to ask you something.

i want birkies!!!

2005-09-29T18:33:00.000+08:00

i want birkies. but i'm sure my mum will flip. so my excuse? MUM YOU GOT ONE ALREADY! yeah she does and she doesn't know. and now, i can say: JIE WANTS ONE TOO!

(chuyun you could try this)

2005-09-28T23:18:00.000+08:00

i didn't sing today. WHY LAVA WHY?
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learning lab rocks. they gave me ben and jerry's ice cream vouchers. just get me ben and jerry's or haagen daz and i'll love you for life i tell you. oh are we still kids? i wonder. but DUBLIN MUDSLIDE IS GOOD STUFF.
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teachers have been telling us about the hazards of blogging. isn't it equals them not wanting us to blog about them in short. coz they've been giving "warnings". i need to say this: BLOGS ARE OPEN SECRETS. isn't it true?
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germ just made me think of something: what if today was my last? new orleans, typhoon, hurricane, death. what would i regret? many things actually. really too many to count. all my wrong deeds. recorded in that book and the Lord will read it all out loud. would i be embarrassed? ashamed? scared? sometimes, it boils down to the most simple of things and yet we disappoint Him. we know it's wrong, yet we doing. is it part of being human? if it is, cruel that is. i've got so many people i love, i've got to share it.
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i was about to flame _______ . was irritating today. extremely. could kill. but no. when we praise God with this mouth of ours how can we say negative things from this same mouth too? something i'm trying to learn.
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getting caught up with studies is scary. it's like joyce=study. study circles my life or is my life? shouldn't be the case. not at all. really. maybe i shouldn't lose focus.
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in CHRIST alone.
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who has the song i'm running after you Lord? can send me? (:
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take care all. study hard for eoys
and i'll be praying. <3

loved

2005-09-26T18:27:00.000+08:00

i'm so glad, i did work till late. (: prayer does really work wonders. thank You. i'm gonna just keep trying, keeping aiming, and keep hoping, keep praying. i'm not gonna go out there and say i'm stressed, because i wanna like what i am doing. holding on and on.
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reply to tags!

lava: tell me when you ponn okay. i need some extra time to erm. study? haha. we need to plan sorta a schedule!

benk: haha ben you've seen my hair. it's punk? i don't know lah. i just know it's fuss free and good for exam modes. HAHA. btw. WHAT'S WITH THE BALD PART? haha. btw. i'm talking about another mindset to determine to work hard ;) thanks anyway. also, it's no longer a debate if he talks to himself, it kinda becomes like a talkshow? haha.

yenfang: omg you said i'm hot?! HAHA. hello anyway. all the best for eoy's! i shall determine to tell the difference between the felicia and felissa sisters.

jacq: HEY JACQ ARE YOU GONNA DO HOMEWORK? is there any in the first place? we're getting ben and jerry's vouchers from learning lab i think! heard it's super good.

cheekeeng: OKAY NOW I KNOW WHY YOU PUKED. haha i don't do that. it's ultimate madness. really.

carolyn: hey! haha how did you find my blog?

germ: hey germiee! i read! anyway. lets keep holding on upon His word to pull us through this period of exams. do it for Him(: will be praying for you! and i think we should pray for all those people too.. you think? btw. i think adel as DITSY sounds cool. i wanna be vacuum. sounds COOLER!

matt: hey. haha it's okay lah. nevermind. next week or something lah. haha.

soph: wha. what you talking about. who's the one who's currently in a mix school now? and who's the one WHO HAS HORDES OF GUYS ON HER BACK BEGGING FOR HER NUMBER? tsk. soph has grown up so much, that i must bet that she would be attached first. HAH!
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i finally passed that little test. scraped rather. but you see, i'm glad. i'll just keep on trying for a better, more decent grade. but, i am happy (:

looking on my table, i got 5 math assignments: tuition. 3 mocks, 2 ws, and one topic test. AH THAT MAKES THAT 6. haha no wonder i failed math. (NOT ANYMORE BABY!) got 2 sets of eoy science paper that can be taken off mlg. go see guys. i think gkc say must do. and i got 1 ying yong wen, 1 zuo wen, 2 lian xi, 1 mock, 1 tian kong, 1 ws for chinese. history is like.......... and the list goes on. kill me?
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i think WHITE SKIRTS ARE SHO DE UBER HIPPXZ. yes. esp when you wear striking _________ ~~underneath. (clue: i think you know)~~ SHO DE UBER HIPPXZ also when you're wearing a ~~beach-ish~~ ________ on a cloudy sad and depressing day. ~~brigthens up the atmosphere~~ with us ~~laughing~~ quietly sobbing. thanks for that. :] lava tsk!
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back to work. praying for you all <3
ps: love songs 2001 cd is GREAT for studying math for some absurd reason.

subject rankings

2005-09-25T21:12:00.000+08:00

liking of subjects at present. 1 being the most and 7 being the least.

1. MATH! my new fave.
2. science
3. english
4. chinese
5. history
6. lit
7. d&t

so yes. stay tuned to further rankings.
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mindset. mindset. mindset. mindset. (help me Lord.)
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in Christ alone
(no other substitute for that. it just isn't worth it.) :]
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praying for you all. <3

reply to tags

2005-09-24T15:13:00.000+08:00

TSCHUS!: tschus! YO BABE, I'M THAT STAR THAT DROPS FROM THE SKY GIRL! AHHAHAHA. fitting into image. hoho.

germ: yeah i am worried too. yeah we know who. you konw who i know who as long we don't say who! <3 dear. i kinda started. take care. love.

lava: darling! we're both sick and at home! three cheers for home! HAHA TSK.

nikki: yepp. TOLERATION TOLERATION THIS IS THE GAME OF TOLERATION.

adelene and cheekeeng: i drink coffee in moderation. and i have to admit, i am gooder than adelene. how to throw up on caffine?

ben: haha. i cut my hair again. i really look bung.

matt: haha. debate's on what? and again? haha.

ta. got lots more to blog, but LAZY LAH.

my hair is screwed

2005-09-22T20:50:00.000+08:00

my hair is screwed for some reason, i look like a bung. as in it's just short. really short. the auntie was pmsing and probably took it out on my hair. what's new. the person with the siccors (SP?!) gets the most power baby! x)
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when there's despair, there's only one to rely on- Him
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holding on and on.

gah

2005-09-22T11:12:00.000+08:00

they are all just freaking bitchesand idiots.
what's new? i just refuse to want to know.

reply to tags

2005-09-19T18:19:00.000+08:00

a lot ot tags since saturday:

GERM: haha thanks gerrmieeworrrmieee. anyway. CLASSIFY APPEAL?! like what the hell there isn't such a thing can?! okay. music appeal? haha. germ i should be asking you hor. when you heard guitar you were like okay okay average. HAHA TSK! what a question to ask germ. really. HOW WOULD HE KNOW ANYWAY! hopefully not. because it's your reputation. anyway. thanks for the encouragement! (: we'll both be holding on to His love and grace this crazy and mad rushing period. let's do it all for Him. <3 EUU GERMXZ!

BEN AND MATT: haha okay no more debate. so i think my tagboard is freezed at the moment? haha anyway thanks matt. i practice taboo in english tuition. HAHA.

SOPH: sophia. too much science is it? cause you to become like that! WHY! anyway here's one to you. soph goes woph! and she does her whooping oath! do that dance girl! so that you can rock the world! ah equally lame. but love you lots. take care. haven't talked to you in A-G-E-S. the stones would have already started to break down into bedrock by then. HEH.

KAMIEW: huh? where did i ask you to go? e-mail? anyway all the best for eoys! (: haha. take care! and lit is quite fun if you write a whole lot of insensible things.

CHEEKEENG: why coffeeshop auntie! LIKE COFFEE IS SHO DE HIPXZ DE KEWLXZ WORXZ. really. haha. kept me awake till 4 in the morning.

DARRLAVA: yes i should go endorse coffee darling. i think will. who wants to endorse me ah? I ENDORSE COFFEE ICECREAM ALSO! (: ahha anyway. WHY YOU PONN. IRRITATING MANXZ. i WANT TO PONN AND STUDY ALSO OKIEXZ. GARHHHH. anyway. quidam? i want to go manxz!
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that was the long reply to tags. now for something funny.

Top Ten Reasons to Take Chemistry
10) It's fun to say "Erlenmeyer"
9) If your parents ground you, dissolve their car! 8
) Mr. Guch's Chili Recipe!
7) Colleges like it more than "Basketweaving 101"
6) It makes you look smart, like what's his name, that physics dude in the wheelchair
5) Find out what's in your school lunch!
4) You don't have to mess with dead things like in Biology.
3) Goggles, Goggles, Goggles!
2) You don't have to get all sweaty like you do in P.E.
1) Many major corporations are now asking applicants to balance equations

love ta, take care.
WHILE CHUYUN IS STILL TSCHUS.

You're gonna be my magnificent obsession

2005-09-17T21:54:00.000+08:00

You're gonna be my magnificent Obsession
cool song germ sent me.
LOVE YOU GERRMIEEWORRMIE! (:
love you for the times i can go to you after my results.
horrible most of the time leh. how?!
anyway mug hard for eoys LOVE!
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on this reading thing lately.
books lah. chick-lit and funny.
can't take anything heavy for my weak mind now.
no energy to think already-really.
i want to watch a movie. anyone game?
yes you don't have to tell me it's exam time.
i kinda know that ;)
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DARR LAVA! I MISS YOU LOADS LEH!
WHERE ARE YOU ONLINE?
YOU KINDA ABSENT YOURSELF.
AND PONNED YOUR ONLINE SCHOOLING
FROM 8-11. shucks sorry too much coffee.
<3!
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anyway go germ's blog for awesome lyrics:
http://walkinginhislight.blogspot.com
sorry lazy to link. 15sept post.

i need to care.

2005-09-16T19:21:00.000+08:00

x)
button smiles.
wish i could smile that way.
but nope. everyone takes it too seriously.
and probably,
i just don't think the way they think.
i don't have the intellectual to think that way.
and probably,
don't have the ability.
and so, stop trying to make me feel horrible.
i already am.
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i'm loud, because, i hide that fear?

all who call

2005-09-11T17:27:00.000+08:00

all who call,
on the name of Jesus,
all who call,
will be saved.
all who call,
on the name of Jesus,
find His love,
find His grace.

you got the full lyrics?
send to me okay?
thanks.
(:
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i'm gonna depend.

(: album cover rockxz

2005-09-09T19:59:00.000+08:00

the used album cover's cool.
partly why i want the album.
I LIKE BLACK. WHITE. RED.
that being the only reason
why i want the album.
but their songs are pretty cool.
so oh well. just buy lah.
if not, infringe copyright rules HOW?!
haha. (yeah right)
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i've actually got a funny post.
but i've become lazy.
maybe i'll entertain you later.
bye!

all that i've got

2005-09-08T22:31:00.000+08:00

wow. almost a week.
nearly unproductive.
i'm gonna keep trying.
i have to.
i can't just give up just like that.
just because one freaking week was
ALMOST wasted.
i can't just stop there,
because it has happened
too many times already.
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i just need a hug sometimes.
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ta.

i've read something

2005-09-07T22:20:00.000+08:00

are You all i'm living for?

shucks. i don't know anymore.
i don't know. but i want it to be that way.
sidetracking half the time,
finding thousands of excuses.
what is it coming to anyway.
pull me back.
please?
it isn't so easy.
wasn't it?
are you there?
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the drive is gone.
everything is.
this is usually a time of cold expressions.
incessant papers.
but wait. something's missing.
and it has always been.
so many times.
and that is probably one crappy crucial mistake
i ALWAYS make.
and i can't let it go wrong this time.
i just can't.
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i'm always being pulled back.
to the same failure.
THAT one.
it's just. wrong.
i dare not face up to see what's in store.
it all comes down the the freaking bottom line is it.
i regret. i regret like crap.
and nothing can help me right?
is that all there is to it?
i'm seriously numbed to like _______
and nothing's working.
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maybe i'll come back again
when i know what i'm typing away.
maybe.
<3tajoyce.

chocolate's good

2005-09-06T19:25:00.000+08:00

i'm seeing a big hoo ha over my darling.
-CHOCOLATE BABY!

anyway.
who generated it?
MATTHEW. how wonderful.
and oh the chocolate tasted good.
and soon everyone else started
commenting on my chocolate.
PLEASE SPARE THE INNOCENT.
joyceyap's parents freaked out.
WHY?! AUNTIE AND UNCLE!
CHOCOLATE IS GOOD!
IT KEEPS YOU HIGH AND HEALTHY.
IT WAS IN READERS DIGEST AND AS PART OF
YOUR DIET! SO EAT CHOCOLATE TODAY! (:
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oh well. haven't been blogging lately.
busy lazy lah.
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OH 56 concert.
going with bestie, and cousin huiling and wendy.
expo this time leh.
not so fun liaoxz.
better get their album maxz.
BESTIE YAY!
haah.
you know what i mean cheefy.
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<3tajoyce.

2005-08-30T20:31:00.000+08:00

i don't know what to blog,
other than just to say:
my future is well.
in the pits?
aiyah all i know is that
end of years is just gonna be
a caffinated one.
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tmrw is teacher's day
still don't know whether i'm going back rg.
i think i will. haha.
need the mian lah. haven't eaten in AGES.
shucks i miss alot of things from rg.
crescent's just different.
so much more different.
i guess i was exposed faster than i expected.
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with every slow song i listen to,
i think of ______________
which is sad.
miss you.
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i can do all things in CHRIST who strengthens me (:
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there you'll be
will you all be there when ________ happens.
i hate to see another replay and act like
it doesn't matter.
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chuyun and i went on a purposeful shopping trip today.
did that sound right? i suppose it did.
anyway.
we were at marks and spencers.
and omy
the chocolate buttons are good.
and i kept on emphasizing that she is pmsing.
so she got chocolate and i got to eat too.
after she leave: no one go home with me.
no one to pucker up with leh.
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ah. i'm supposed to be a good girl.
but aiyah. i'm too lazy.
i'll start soon.
<3tajoyce.

teacher's day.

2005-08-28T17:12:00.000+08:00

had teachers day celebration today in church.
we realised that our batch is extremely small.
or rather. it's just the guys.
HAHA. oh well.
today was okay i guess.
I WANTED TO GO PA.
AND MUM HAPPILY TOLD ME IT'S
MY UNCLE'S BIRTHDAY.
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oh my. goblet of fire is exciting.
shucks. i'm in this mood to watch movies on end
like a movie marathorn or what not.
i need movies.
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i've realised many things,
and there's no use being too nice.
so that's that.
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ah today is randomness day.
and i haven't seen lava
or nise nise the WHOLE weekend.
feels weird.
hope she doesn't _______ tmrw.
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<3tajoyce.

gawwwsh.

2005-08-27T07:40:00.000+08:00

ah.
well. the pain of
ALL the common test papers are back.
let's review the pain shall we?

english- 79%
math- 60%
chinese- failed
science- 67%
history- failed
lit- 88%

average amounts up to: 61%
painful painful.
but really, thank God i had lit
and english to give me a 60+%
looks nicer and you'll actually feel
a LITTLE better.
-

goblet of fire cast
there. this is MY favourite.
omy. i tell you.
harry's getting. older.
and hermione's getting. prettier.
and ron's getting. funnier.
so yeah, people do change eh?
i don't know, but
every time the next movie comes,
the props are grander.
even the weasely's home.
i imagined a lot of things to be a little more...
not so grand?
somehow, after every year,
their robe materials
are getting better.
i think make too much money liao. haha.

harry: he looks more mature. but i think he's uglier. at one point harry does have long-er hair

ron: OMY HIS LONG HAIR IS COOOOOL. love the orange.

hermione: ah well. she's prettier by the movies i guess. she looks good wearing a gown. what's new. she's pretty anyway.

cedric diggory: ah well. he's handsome alright. got that british look

fleur: i love her eyes. looks quite enchanting i must say. her hair is veela-ish blond and cascading.

krum: AHHH. krum. he looks like some football player or some sports man. he looks perfectly fine but i kinda imagined him to be a little like tom riddle in chamber of secrets. after all, many girls do like him eh?

cho: omy. she's such a disappointment. not pretty even though she's like mixed?! i think they so should have chosen boa or something. i even think her 'fake' whom everyone thought it was her is so much prettier.

ritaskeeter: hm i imagined her to be a little not so high and mighty-ish look. but i'm wrong. she looks gossipy alright. ( LAVA, NISE NISE, LEARN LEARN!)

lord voldermort: he looks quite good you know?

Credited cast:
Daniel Radcliffe
....
Harry Potter

Rupert Grint
....
Ron Weasley

Emma Watson
....
Hermione Granger

Robbie Coltrane
....
Rubeus Hagrid

Ralph Fiennes
....
Lord Voldemort

Michael Gambon
....
Albus Dumbledore

Brendan Gleeson
....
Professor Alastor 'Mad-Eye' Moody

Jason Isaacs
....
Lucius Malfoy

Gary Oldman
....
Sirius Black

Miranda Richardson
....
Rita Skeeter

Alan Rickman
....
Professor Severus Snape

Maggie Smith
....
Professor Minerva McGonagall

Timothy Spall
....
Peter Pettigrew

rest of cast listed alphabetically:
Afshan Azad
....
Padma Patil

Tiana Benjamin
....
Angelina Johnson

Predrag Bjelac
....
Igor Karkaroff (as Pedja Bjelac)

David Bradley
....
Argus Filch

Shefali Chowdhury
....
Parvati Patil

Jarvis Cocker
....
Band Member

Warwick Davis
....
Professor Flitwick

Frances de la Tour
....
Madame Maxime

Louis Doyle
....
Ernie MacMillian

Alfred Enoch
....
Dean Thomas

Tom Felton
....
Draco Malfoy

Jonny Greenwood
....
Band Member

Robert Hardy
....
Cornelius Fudge

Shirley Henderson
....
Moaning Myrtle

Joshua Herdman
....
Gregory Goyle (as Josh Herdman)

Stanislav Ianevski
....
Viktor Krum

Katie Leung
....
Cho Chang

Matthew Lewis
....
Neville Longbottom

Henry Lloyd-Hughes
....
Roger Davies

Roger Lloyd-Pack
....
Barty Crouch

Angelica Mandy
....
Gabrielle Delacour

William Melling
....
Nigel

Devon Murray
....
Seamus Finnigan

Robert Pattinson
....
Cedric Diggory

James Phelps
....
Fred Weasley

Oliver Phelps
....
George Weasley

Clémence Poésy
....
Fleur Delacour

Jeff Rawle
....
Amos Diggory

Adrian Rawlins
....
James Potter

Tolga Safer
....
Karkaroff's Aide

Phil Selway
....
Band Member

Charlotte Skeoch
....
Hannah Abbot

Geraldine Somerville
....
Lily Potter

David Tennant
....
Barty Crouch Jr.

Jamie Waylett
....
Vincent Crabbe

Robert Wilfort
Mark Williams
....
Arthur Weasley

Bonnie Wright
....
Ginny Weasley

(click on their real names for pictures)

there. the cast. for more you could visit:
cast

trailer:
goblet of fire trailer

enjoy people! (:
while i go on a GOBLET OF FIRE FRENZY.
so excited for the movie lah.
-

anyway.
<3tajoyce

2005-08-25T21:56:00.000+08:00

DANCERS.
BRING JEANS AND WHITE TEE.
TOMORROW GOT REHERSAL.
PLEASE PASS THE WORD ALONG
-

today i am tired,
and i wonder why.
probably because i can't take the blow
of my chinese
being so extremely pathetic.
ah i should just speak chinese from now onwards.
i think.
-

i need to go now.
bye (:
can't stop thinking of _________

ORALS TMRW?!

2005-08-23T21:15:00.000+08:00

i've been a bad girl.
i didn't know there was chinese oral tmrw.
i kept on thinking
it was going to be next week.
thank goodness it's oral.
nothing to prepare anyway.
just go there and talk crap.
thank goodness cheefy told me.
scared me to death.
-

oh i bet you're proud of me.
i bought soluble ice coffee.
YES it's extremely milky.
and has a coffe taste there.
and my caffine intake will be there.
hope i'll be alive to do math tonight or something.
chuyun, i've not been to ntuc in ages.
shucks.
how to be aspiring tai tai?
-

OH MY GOODNESS.
natalie embarasses you BIG TIME.
worse than chuyun i tell you
everyone was staring at her.
like mad.
she said some of these

"joyce do i have wrinkles? if not i have to go for botox"

"why do you keep on doing that you're so irritating!"

"oh my i should lower my volume everyone can hear our conversation"

"joyce the person opposite me is staring at me"

and this was toturous on the train from orchard,
to bishan. (that's where she got off)
pity weicheng though.
and everyone, was staring at her.
her voice was so loud.
me chuyun and weicheng were like
ignoring her
i'm sorry but, i couldn't help but laugh.
oh well. natalie ah.
-shakes head-
-

anyway.
busy busy busy!
gotta go now
<3ta!

the gossip business.

2005-08-22T21:03:00.000+08:00

me and lava are
discussing important plans.
our business in crescent,
and hopefully,
stretching to njip too.
hope we can come to a conclusion
after much deliberation from such
after a turn of issues.
so we have a local, and
abroad business (ref:nj)
so yes. await the news.
currently, the members.
1.lava
2.me
3.nisenise
4.yunnisy
5._______
plans are being made for the fifth.
currently,
three will be involved with the business abroad.
so leaves me to do the dirt here.
how exciting.
new plans shall be updated.
soon i think.
-

ah. chuyun and i at the kfc branch
unfortunate incidents meeting guys
with long hair.
one had rebonded and coloured his hair
the other just plain fizzy and curly
cascading down his shoulders.
wait drooping.
second unfortunate one;
smokers should perish.
i was screaming the word asthma
continuously
and coughing.
and finally some did move away from me.
thank goodness.
i don't want lung cancer leh.
well cheese fries dinner was fine aye?
-

migrane's killing me.
hindering me from work.
better start though
or else, a horrible death awaits.
<3tajoyce.

jon

2005-08-21T20:38:00.000+08:00

jonathan ng yih ren.
you better go ac ah.
i think bell knows what i mean.
-

i'm tired.
i missed church.
i missed the people there.
ah. crap. school tmrw already?
-

i hardly ate
and my mind is in one big whirlwind.
-

thanks for being so extremely nice.
the rain was nothing.
-

tribond's over.
<3>
can sleep/ mug liaoxz.
-

eunice olsen's one hippie chic.
nmp alright man!
so it was kinda one ac gathering?
-

assh*les some of you.
-

<3 joyce.

school

2005-08-19T22:07:00.000+08:00

well.
a very important lesson learnt today.
sometimes, being too nice isn't good.
really. mistakes were made.
i tried to ammend.
but oh well. don't accept
not really my fault is it?
oh wait. it was till you refused to accept it.
-

work and friends draw a clear line.
learnt that on 9oclock show today
-

anyway.
nothing is gonna damp my mood.
tomorrow is
ANNIVERSARY! (:
exciting excting.
TOMORROW!
-

my trusty camera
shall never give up on me again okay?
-

haha school's well hectic.
and i think i shall stop there
coz anything more than that will take up erm
1 hour of your time?
so, unadvisable. (:
and oh my,
i'm so glad it's the WEEKENDS!
haha and a extremely exciting one in fact.
ref: above
-

i've never been able to admit.
-

<3 TA
SEE YOU GUYS LIKE ERM ON MON?
but yeah. TA LOVE ALL!

exciting weekend

2005-08-18T22:51:00.000+08:00

AN EXCITING WEEKEND BECKONS!
it's gonna be one EXTREMELY exciting one.
as in JAM PACKED. haha.
200805 and 210805!
-

200805
CHURCH ANNIVERSARY!
super excited. (:

210805
GEN THREE-TRIBOND
stress man stress man.
but i'm in school.
STILL STRESS MAN.
IPOD UP FOR GRABS LEH!
COME TAKE LAH!
-

i've been using lah
too much.
bad bad. -shakes head-
should speak prim and proper.
haha. i'm on an active campaign to
listen to chinese music and read chinese gossip.
my tuition teacher tells me that when you start reading,
START FROM THE GOSSIP
haha my goodness that was seriously HILARIOUS.
(:
-

oh well. off to do ppts.
YOU SURE YOU DON'T WANT THE IPOD?
COZ I WANT IT (:
ta<3

learning lab

2005-08-17T22:24:00.000+08:00

learning lab
was hilarious today.
for some reason i was laughing like mad lah.
haha. oh well! (:
madlips is fun
and does miss see have
blog/msn/friendster?
-

omy.
amazement.
i'm listening to CHINESE music.
are you proud of me?
yes i think you should be.
tonghua. haha.
okay on behalf of jeanne and peiyi
vote for
junayng: 19001121001
weilian: 19001121002
either way.
VOTE FOR JUNYANG okay.
he's the superstar lah.
-

tribond.
please join.
got ipod and creative mp3 hor.
join hor.
-

ta <3 you guys.

anniversary

2005-08-16T22:44:00.000+08:00

omg. i'm super excited for anniversary.
really really excited (:
20th AUGUST!
that would be chuyunisy's birthday too.
today is
1. mum
2. tr ade
birthday
how exciting.
160805
HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
-

tired.
D&T GONNA DIE LEH HOW.

-
we can make, a world of difference
with the love of God we can change the world.
we can shine the light that overcomes the darkness
sharing hope across the land
heart to heart and hand in hand
we can make a world of difference
with the love of God

JOYCE(:

you're my i don't know

2005-08-15T21:32:00.000+08:00

today's a happy day.
had history.
was crap. i got nothing much to say about that
other than, i spent alot of time thinking
and dreaming about coffee.
okay i was tired.
-

dance was fun today.
doing some jazz stuff.
and SO MUCH SHAKING OF BUTT LAH.
like HAHA.
sec ones were quite hilarious i must say.
but oh well!
they're learning the orientation dance. (:
-

reliant k is going to be an aHlIaNxz band.
yes. me and chuyun were analyzing the situation.
and yes. it is. whatever is played on perfect 10
is over rated.
so yes. hate perfect 10. i think class 95 is like
A WHOLE LOT BETTER.
i've just realised that me and chuyun can talk about
34567843456784345678 subjects on one ride home
scary. OH AND SHE INSISTS SHE DIDN'T EMBARASS
ME. OH WOW. nevermind i still love you lah.
-

lava says i'm unique.
so i love her too.
adelene professes her love for her too.
what a lovable day.
-

shucks i'm so not making any sense
whatsoever. lavania rengarajoo slept
FIVE HOURS. slap her man.
-

bye. busy week aheaddd

i teared

2005-08-13T23:42:00.000+08:00

i teared
i am going to miss YOU ALL.
all the laughter we had.
it was fun really.
just laugh and laugh and all the stupid
wait not really. hilarious inside jokes.
making fun of people. (OKAY IT'S MEAN)
but yeah that's well. part of us? HAHA
but yes. (so anti climax)
i don't know,
because friendships may not stay as strong.
when people are apart. (difficult lah just like that)
but i just wanna say while i can
i really love you guys okay. (:
you all lah. leave me all alone!
oh well. it's just like that,
but i'm really happy for you guys
you deserved it (:
i'm gonna miss you. all of you.
-

i guess over this whole course.
i really learnt one thing.
that would be to just trust.
i'm sure it can't be wrong.
-

missing already.
shucks.
-

love<3 ta.

cry

2005-08-12T22:07:00.000+08:00

I NEVER GOT TO SEE YIJIE
EVER AGAIN. CRIES.
oh well. it's just a show.
but still!
it's yijie leh.
i wanted him to go with
joanne peh. sadness.
to think i'm obsessing over a show.
oh well.
lit was crap today.
i wrote crap
i wrote too little
and i am basically dead.
oh well. good luck to me.
cts weren't good. i think.
-

NATALIE FROM 2C3 IS FUNNAY.
FUNNAY FUNNAY HILARIOUS.
ULTIMATE I TELL YOU.

(someone knock into her on orchard road)
nat: "that person knocked me without saying sorry!
no manners man!"

(people approach at orchard mrt for donation)
nat: "why your list all girls one ah no guys?"
guy: "oh. girls are more approachable and yadayada...
guys more thrifty, don't want to spend"
nat: "are you hungry? you want one?" (she was holding combos)
oh yes. to think the guy is from NUS. top 100 unis in the world
don't play play man. gave such a LAME answer. please.

(me and chuyun singing abba)
nat: "bye wanyun and weicheng, i'm scared!"

now i know why chuyun loves to joke with her. (:
-

after what she did today,
I STILL LOVE CHUYUN
-

anyway.
got my markers.
so happy man. (:
been dooodling.
anyway. history can go and die.
BYE!

oh finally

2005-08-11T21:45:00.000+08:00

oh litting is over baby!
yes after which,
i can go on with my degree
to write professional love letters.
i mean like HOW COOL IS THAT.
(gah. going mad)
-

cts today sucked.
other than science.
was pretty much enjoyable.
other than that, the rest sucked.
oh w e l l. what's new?
-

i have decided to take a new approach to my tests.
JUST WHACK LAH.
i mean how cool is that.
so if you're sad,
cry for 15 minutes.
eat lollipop/choc/ritz
watch tv fo an hour
then you're fine.
tried and tested
-

oh wait. let me include prayer in all things also.
-

i haven't memorized my quotes yet.
but i can't be bothered anymore.
i'm too tired oh well.
let me slack.
TA (:

escapades

2005-08-10T16:29:00.000+08:00

escapades
ambrosia
oh enough
-

shakespeare in love
the song's nice.
but the theme isn't (ref: MOV)
-

bye

nats day

2005-08-09T12:17:00.000+08:00

0908
a special day
for our darling little city of singapore.
the sun shines majestically after a brief shower
over the estate of seletar.
a rainbow stretches across the
azure blue sky
with the fluffy clouds puffing around in the air.
ah what a sight.
(i should get 30 for description man)
-

it's a special day because:
1. work can be done
2. piling work can be finally done
3. it's a catch up day
4. it's time to mug day
5. it's mug mug mug day

i think that's enough reasons ;)
-

I PRAY YOU TARRY
to pause a day or two.
so that i canneth finsish
thee lit.
doth being too difficulth
(i think i'm cut out for this)
-

HAPPY NATS DAY ALL.
MAY YOU HAVE A WONDERFUL
PATRIOTIC DAY
I HOPE YOU'RE WEARING
RED OR WHITE TODAY.
BE A LITTLE PATRIOTIC FOR ONCE.
FOR THIS YOUNGER GENERATION TO FOLLOW.
TODAY'S THE ONLY TIME
WHERE YOU CAN SAY
STAND UP STAND UP FOR SINGAPORE
WITHOUT PEOPLE THINKING YOU'RE MAD!
SO ENJOY AND ~~SING!~~ SCREAM!
-

<3ta

2005-08-08T22:20:00.000+08:00

THAT'S WHEN I LOVE YOU;

when you have to look away
when you don't have much to say
thats when I love you
I love you, just that way

to hear you stumble when you speak
or see you walk, with two left feet
thats when I love you
I love you, endlessly

and when you're mad 'cause you lost the game
forget i'm waiting in the rain
baby I love you
I love you anyway

'cause heres my promise made tonight
you can count on me for life
thats when I love you
when nothing you do can change my mind
the more I learn,
the more I love,
the more my heart can't get enough
thats when I love you
when I love you
no matter what

hide your eyes
'cause the movie made you cry
thats when I love you
I love you a little more each time
and when you can't quite match your clothes
or when you laugh at your own jokes
thats when I love youI love you, more than you know

and when you forget that we had a date
or that look you give when you show up late
baby I love you
I love you anyway

'cause heres my promise made tonight
you can count on me for life
thats when I love youwhen nothing you do can change my mind
the more I learn
the more I love
the more my heart can't get enough
thats when I love you
when I love you no matter what

ooohhh! oooooohh!
thats when I love you
when nothing baby
nothing you do can change my mind
the more I learn
the more I love
the more my heart can't get enough
thats when I love youwhen I love you
no matter what
ooooooohhhh ooooooooooh!
no matter what
-

super nice song
-

that's all for today.
got lots to say,
BUT AIYAH too lazy lah.
-

SELETAR GOT SIT BY THE ROAD
AH BENGS LEH!
i cycle past
I SEE SOMEONE SQUATTING BY THE ROAD
BELOW THE ROAD SIGN
i think it's quite classic you know.
haha. bleeched hair (i have nothing against that)
oh well. little interesting things you see at night.
i still think the security guard is quite sad.
saw him eating bread today.
DINNER HOW?
-

I CUT MY HAIR TODAY!
exciting anot?
haha. oh well.
i think i look.
weird. but my head is lighter.
light-headed. HAHAHA
sorry lame(:
-

ta love!

gossiper

2005-08-07T21:14:00.000+08:00

LAVANIAAAA!
my darling little gossiper.
learn fast aye? learn fast.
HAHA (:
learn the laughing part a little faster.
and you can call me and laugh into the phone!
-

singapore minute part 2
in the quiet little town? area? of seletar,
there is this guard house guarding
a SEMI D.
in the middle of no where.
this guard house is such a cool little thing.
well, it has MAGICAL POWERS.
it keeps the little area of seletar safe.
well. who inhabits the house?
a minister if i am not mistaken.
so when i ride the roads on my
bike, i can scream
and i hope that that cisco guard can
help me if anything happens. hopefully.
but you see.
i noticed something.
you know the schools stepped up security.
with three security guards.
but they're mostly
older, aged, a little more plump.
PROBABLY can't run anyway.
but what i observed was that person
was NOTHING like the above.
ah the perks of staying near by.
i wonder whether they get leave
on like deepavali and chinese new year.
MAYBE! there can be security guards
at like EVERY ESTATE to ensure safety.
COOL AYE?
wishful thinking on my part.
-

oh. upadate on the first part.
LAVA AND I WILL WRITE A PROPOSAL
and BOOST! tourism at erm
the beautiful (later) crescent canal.
i mean really!
can enhance mass run experience.
more therapeutic.
COOL AYE AYE?
only need abit of money
to repaint,
redeco
CREATE THE MOOD.
and erm add more benches.
that is lacking.
and of course.
EMPLOYING divers to swim swim swim.
and pick up the dirt.
cost friendly what.
out great plan. (:
we can go be town councils.
-

OH. we are employing a NEW gossip monger!
we (lava and i) would like to extend a
welcome to nise nise as a fellow
GOSSIPMONGER!
we hope you do accept our offer.
we are currently thinking of
FRANCHISING.
into a GREAT BIG BUSINESS!
exciting exciting.
our profit margin will be.
1 MIL next year.
who wants to join?
-

okay.
getting down to the real stuff.
i need to mug soon.
and that's that.
listen up y'all.
i'm gonna rockit.
and that lv cherryish girlie.
shall... wear
___________(fill in the blanks)
HAHA.
only lava and nise nise know.
i think.
-

oh
please chip into the
RED HOT PANTS fund.
nise nise wants it for her birthday.
yess she wants it.
so chip in okay?
impt milestone in her life.
yes. -nods head solemnly-
-

out of control now.
can't break away.
-

ta(:

hola

2005-08-06T22:12:00.000+08:00

first and foremost.
i need to apologize to all the people
i msged and called.
msging wasn't working on my phone.
couldn't recieve any msgs of ANY sort.
then at 3pm, like 17 msgs rushed in since like thurs.
and my phone texting is weird.
so yes i apologize! (:
-

ah vik just informed me the room is fully edible.
shucks. now i wanna go.
(refer to tag board)
and oh my she reads everyday?
now the FIRST reply to whoever reads my blog.
i'm touched. really.
-

the day was spent rotting.
not successful in studying coz i was
a little high. which wasn't good for the
study-for-common-test-mood.
i was asking people how were their interviews.
and come to realise how normal my friends were
some were well, dressed in shirt and tie.
not normal on a hot day as such.
and there are others on the other end of the spectrum also.
thank goodness they're in the middle.
i'm LAVA'S no. 1 fan.
do you love me or not lava. HAHA (:
-

i was at singapore river,
riverside walk for dinner.
mymy. for once the singapore river looked so darn good.
yes. you know why?
i came up with a theory.
you smell the air, it's saltish.
i'm cool with that.
but you know the colour of the water
has ALWAYS been a problem.
looks gross lah.
then at night right,
so dark! can't see the colour of water.
then with the little lights around the area,
it makes it all that better.
and the sky, it wasn't pitch black.
clouds a little luminiscent.
so what i'm saying is.
if that concept is applied to the canal at crescent,
couples will be going there to date man!
haha.
remove the stench.
yes it reeks of crap.
and then light up the place with
cute little lights
light up the bridge abit at both ends.
have nicer road lamps- more stylish.
and you get VISITORS at the canal.
how cool is that man.
(i decided to be patriotic and observe our country
for once a litte in detail today. )
-

nayway. (new way of anyway)
one of my little musings there.
some mad little thought
but really,
WOULDN'T IT BE NICE.
i mean it'll be lovely.
(oh let's add benches cool leh)
haha.
now the girl's tired.
so she says ciao.

HI WORLD

2005-08-06T10:05:00.000+08:00

i've been alot carefree
and happier lately.
yes. it's finally happening.
well. NJ INTERVIEW TODAY MANXZ.
i'm not going to support.
(sound like some fan club)
got work to do.
but i want to go and 'chou chou re nao!'
fun what isn't it.
at least just wait outside for them lorh
but yeah.
ALL THE BEST
LOVE YOU ALL LOTS.
(wear proper stuff ah!
tsk lava, chuyun and denise!)
SOMEONE else wants to go and
chou chou re nao also
-

well
i need to find a model for the badges.
who ah?
was thinking:
adelene
or chuyun
or lavania
or __________ (fill in your own name)
yes. exciting exciting.
must pose one you know!
i've been feeling high since
yesterday's charlie and the chocolate factory.
well.
over dose of chocoalte. HAHAH
but anyway.
yeah the movie's okay
a little boring.
but it was just nice
to get into the world where everything's edible.
and i lurrrvveed the songs.
NINCOMPOOP! (sp?)
ah and i went with my movie partner
bell. and we were
UNFORTUNATELY
sandwiched in between two rows of guys.
worst case scenario.
super noisy lah.
oh well.
the theatre was full for a 3.50 show
haha. anyway. work awaits me (:
-

i hope that _________ ___________
so that ___________ __________ __________
can ___________
and won't have to suffer.
you won't get the drift.
-

i'm mean lately. sigh.
too much chocolate makes me high!
-

i wonder who reads my blog.
tag if you ever drop by.
ta (:

i will bite

2005-08-03T23:18:00.000+08:00

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dead.
death.
die.

bye.

school

2005-08-02T17:16:00.000+08:00

school's
a hot topic
tiring
draining me
fun. not
boring
busy
a social thing.

i have no idea what i'm typing now.
-

i shall update a little.
tmrw's not gonna be a good day.
nono.
with the _________ meeting.
it's gonna be omg.
oh well. i need to finish up the ads.
and all that jinkish things.
i need to salvage the current situation of my science.
horrible. the perfect word for it.
and wait.
common test is next week?
oh my.
i didn't know! (okay i lied)
ah oh well. good luck to little ole me.
i need to _____ school tmrw.
-

i got a headache
i need caffine
i need to sleep.
but i can't.
yet.
so keep me alive
by giving me sweets!
-

ah bliss bliss
i have NEVER gotten home
before 4 on a normal schooling day.
that's new.
-

shall we dance?
-

________ wants her name big big.
so irritating manxz.
yes. and she doesn't know what art is.
________ wants her name in there.
oh wait it already is THERE lehxz.
-

sweaty palms: STRESS?
i need sand's pbl project now.
(:
oh wait gloria's too.
-

_______ i hate it lehxz.
how?
-

LAVA WHY LIKE THAT.
MY DARLING SINGING TAG BOARD IS MISSING.
-

ah my tag boards gone.
-

to this stage, i'll never make any form of sense.
-

bye to the cyber world.
where i wear a "dark mask"?
ta(:

i'll live

2005-07-30T09:30:00.000+08:00

i'll live i hope.
it's gonna be one really busy week.
like yeah.
extremely busy.
let me count the no. of things
that are supposed to be
completed over the week end..
(refers to trusty postcard)
24 things to do.
how amazing (:
well i hope i'll live.
-

yes lava is like pretty over little things.
extremely
well. horrifyingly weird.
yes she loved/loves fabric glue
-

joycelyn, bell, lois;
love you guys.
we'll do it.
-

caffine is necessary.
-

ta. (:

work piles fast

2005-07-28T22:26:00.000+08:00

work piles fast.
and we're at the end of the week.
i'm extremely glad.
elated.
estatic.
overjoyed.
lost for words.
i think you get the point.
-

i think i know what ________ is.
i don't like to accept _________ myself but
well i always always end up
_________ someone else.
the pressure's there.
________ thinks that it's all okay
but the thing is that,
it's not. go figure.
=

people wonder why i write ambiguous stuff.
well i don't know.
but. you see you can ask me about it
and if i decide to tell you,
then well great.
but you see.
i tend to forget what the blanks are for sometimes.
so yeah. 5 day warranty.
-

oh my congruent is fun fun fun.
simple to write given and observe and write
common line
SAS
AAS
RHS
SSS
cool aye?
-

dance COLLAR PIN?
dance TRACK PANTS?
dance HAIR CLIP
dance HAIR BAND.
dance RUBBER BAND
dance STICKER
---
and the list goes on..

reenforcement.

2005-07-27T22:35:00.000+08:00

okay a happier post here.
-

learning lab was extremely funny today.
haha yes. it was.
why?
our class split up.
we were like visting each other?
oh wait. that was only jeryll. (however you spell his name)
and i found out that his younger brother is younger
yet bigger sized than him.
well i felt mean asking him but oh well.
esmond was totured today. which was hilarious.
yirong and hannah were laughing like mad as usual.
making weird jokes.
laughing at lisheng's malaysian jokes.
and donnavan laughing along.
the teacher always asking you to copy.
extremely dramatic.
entertaining.
and i spent most of the time chatting with
amanda ho qi xuan
(why i typed out her whole name is becuase.
i don't know whether to call her amander
or qixuan.)
haha it was a funny session.
the sec ones are so quiet.
and our table was havoc.
so much for their class being serious.
HEH.
and oh united sq has nice food in the foodcourt.
like finally. i found good indian food.
nan was goood man. (:
-

anw. crumble pie.
ta.

i feel like crying for no apparent reason

2005-07-27T22:16:00.000+08:00

STOP
acting like you know everything.
fact is, you don't. (okay you know a little bit)
but the thing is that.
YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND.
-

going for ________ is not a hot topic.
STOP telling me i can't make it.
i already know.
so shut up.
i don't intend to make it anywhere.
i'm hopeless and i suck.
and i know you know that.
stop on the ________ hot topic like it is.
it so isn't.
for your info. i'm trying to forget.
-

pbl's screwed.
it takes two hands to clap.
-

blow after blow after blow.
i still have to pick myself up.
2 weeks to death.
-

i don't know whether they exist anymore.
i'm like their tool. to make use of.
they'll just dump me aside till they need me.
always the case.
same thing that happened to ________
-

i don't do things so that you get your grades.
WHY DON'T YOU SETTLE YOURSELF?
-

it's only wednesday?

i just wanna know

2005-07-24T21:11:00.000+08:00

break lah break.
in both senses.
firstly,
it's failure darling. failure.
secondly,
i need a break.
break through and rest break.
yes.
eitherway, i'm just dead.
-

i need to pull myself out.
i'm seriously regretting, and seriously
i don't know what the hell i'm doing right now.
-

pbl's far from done?
oh well. my fault again.
too slack lah
-

gen 3 i need to logo done.
sigh i better put my creative juices into use
and stop thinking and dreaming of
making countless blogskins.
-

oh well. my percentage has
to go up up up up up .
no more down.
anyhow, it can't get any worse
coz i'm at the bottom already.
so yeah.
-

oh well.
i should just go sleep.
i would like to think it's hallucination.
~~(unfortunately it's not)~~

i don't know

2005-07-21T20:33:00.000+08:00

i don't know.
i think the people reading had enough of these vauge
one liners and all that crap.
so i have decided to type a little more proper.
-

i treat three options.
one as the ultimate,
the other two the soft options.
so how do you go about making the choice.
when already you have failed?
-

i wanna dance,
had i not applied.
had i realised earlier.
i should have just given it all up.
and enjoy right now.
the syf looks great (:
as usual.
chuyun, me wenlin
were screaming,
and people stare.
sorry lah
too excited.
never see from this point of view before.
so sad the dancers don't get to see it this way.
but it's great.
-

monday's half day.
and finally crescent declared something like that.
i was hoping a full whole day to do freaking pbl.
yes FREAKING pbl.
that's sad.
-

make or break.
you decide.
-

ta(:

happy?

2005-07-20T22:37:00.000+08:00

happy?
why am i so unsatisfied?
insecurity?
i need my own effort.
(and of course His)
-

ah today's a happy day
-

i voted for mr crab.
4 SMS LEH JEANNE
-

oh speak good engrish everyone.
-

history test ah.
sigh.
-

BIG CONSPIRACY.
SATURDAY.
ALL FOUR CONSPIRACYS! (sp?)
-

ta. (: LOVE

T.T DURAI

2005-07-19T20:39:00.000+08:00

T.T DURAI
haha. i keep seeing his bloodshot eyes man.
so evil-ish. haha.
-

i think they're blind.
-

it's over.
-

finally she's doing something about it
-

i <3 dance
-

newspapers are kewlxzxz.
-

bye.
not so proper.
yet proper.

acceptance

2005-07-18T20:01:00.000+08:00

acceptance

mixture of feelings.
guilt mostly.
angry at myself.
hurling fists at myself.
-

please. just let me go.
i don't know anymore.
-

bled.

HARRY POTTER

2005-07-17T23:49:00.000+08:00

i need to comment.
spoilers a little here and there.

1. so much love here love there

i know harry potter and his friends are 16 this year
but seriously, i don't really need to know
how fiercely ron was snogging lavender
and how hermione tired to spite him
by dating mclaggen.
and how harry was deeply in love with
ginny yet disguises it with brotherly love.
HOW LAME AND SOAP OPERAISH.
i mean like i really care who goes out with who.
it's just the CONSTANT whimperish contemplation
-which seriosuly annoys me.
i didn't mind the fleur and bill parts
or the tonks and lupin parts.
or a little of the ginny and harry when they got together.
but the constant rattle on their love lives
in the 10-14 chapter was boring.
i slept through it i must say.

2. i don't need some moodswings while J.K ROWLING was writing the book.

i was thinking that J.K ROWLING was
moodswinging while writing!
i mean aintit interesting?
like.
AFTER -AHEMS- death. (yes there is a death)
tonks confessed her love for lupin. well.
it was a weird time.
i found it hilarious so it was bad on my part.
but yeah. fleur was confessing and confirming her love for bill.
and tonks blurted out the same.
i found that hilarious.
i wanted to cry about his death yet i wanted to laugh.
so i felt that she was moodswinging.
-wanting to laugh and cry all at one go.

3. they didn't describe -ahem-'s death.

well -ahem- was killed by the curse.
yeah so nothing much to say?
like how -ahem- reacted?
or like just about one para on his death.
or was it two?
insignificant?
the after math was MASSIVE though.
BUT STILL.
it was -AHEM- WHO DIED!
it was afterall one measely paragragh.

4. i would have loved more clues and action

yes i thought it was too much for
snogging here and there. LIKE I REALLY CARED.
okay a little gossip in the book would do.
BUT STILL?
i think those lame soap opera pages killed
the darling little trees on planet earth.

5. snape the half blood prince?

i was hoping for someone more spectecular.
HAHA. like. i didn't really think it would be snape.
was kinda caught by surprise.
was thinking it would be tom riddle's one.
HAHA. okay i'm sorry i'm slow.
i just thought that snape being the half blood prince
-was just plain weird.

6. crabbe and goyle becoming girls

oh i loved that part.
laughed like mad for some reason.
when i say becoming girls
-it's the polyguice potion.

7. i hated the first few chapters

thought it was a little boring.
but the muggle prime minister was pretty hilarious to me.
oh i think fred and george are wayy cool.

8. i loved the part at the robes store.

thought it was written pretty subtly. ah
i love such stuff. man more should appear.

9. i feel cheated

not as exciting as the previous book leh

10. half blood prince

is okay and enjoyable to a certain extent lah.
-

i want the pieces to the puzzle.
i'll piece it for you.
-

there's school tomorrow.
and i am dreading.
and i feel sick.
wow that's new.
ta and have a great week all.
love! (:

HARRY POTTER

2005-07-17T20:15:00.000+08:00

HALF BLOOD PRINCE
i had enough of who snogs who.
and like yeah. it's irritating to a certain extent.
not done with the book yet
BUT THE BLOG AND MY FAITHFUL READERS
(if there are any)
can wait! (:
love you all.

over the edge

2005-07-14T22:09:00.000+08:00

over the edge
the days have been
reflective, crappy, quick, tired, drained
unaccomplished, moodswinged, gone.
-

i think that's kinda what i have to say.
-

chuyun, you do that okay (:
except in cabs of course.
HAHA
-

ta (:
take care all.
and hangin there.
lava and all my readers,
SORRY NO ENTERTAINMENT FOR NOW.

moodswinged

2005-07-12T19:59:00.000+08:00

i'm feeling crappy.
i sincerely apologize to all i've bad mooded at.
i sincerely apologize to all i've whined at
i sincerely apologize to everyone else.
i sincerely thank you all.
really.
-

i must prove her wrong.
-

extremely confused.
you tell me what to do.
-

desperate circumstances already
-

went esplanade.
realised how cool the graffiti stuff was.
-

haven't been updating people
will do it PROPER
when i'm freer.
and with more air to breathe.
-

germ i miss you truckloads too (:
-

sorry to bear all my trash.
-

follow His ways.
-

no bad thoughts okay?
-

ta(:
HANG IN THERE
HANG IN FRIEND (:

oh try me

2005-07-08T21:08:00.000+08:00

oh try me
i fear.
i fear.
i fear.
what will she say.
-

CHUYUN ALWAYS EMBARRASSES ME #3
ah.
third incident okay?
YES AGAIN ON THE BUS.
now this time it's erm
76 YES 76.
so if you saw me.
it wasn't me
if that really helped.
anyway.
she saw this lady reading
"NORAH -SOMETHING"
yes.
and she, the well knowledged one
said it was erotica.
I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW THAT.
and she possesing the loud voice.
said it.
and i somehow sensed the lady looking at us.
and she switched her books countless times.
all of which that norah person.
and oh. chuyun knows coz lucy knows.
HAHA TSK.
and she had to go on to say that
she's deprived
I AM TOO ASHAMED TO GO ON ANYMORE.
OTHER THAN THAT.
I SHALL SWEAR NEVER TO GO ON
A BUS/MRT WITH CHUYUN.
but aiyah.
chuyun, i still love you.
BUT STILL!
don't ever tell me
such stuff.
COZ I'LL DIE LAUGHING LIKE MAD.
REALLY.
I DID ACTUALLY.
aiyah disgrace school how?
but aiyah it's hilarious.
she said the plots were little.
why am i not surprised?
ah.
chuyun.
WHY LIKE THAT ONE?
bimbotism at it's best,
MEET CHUYUN.
-

ah today.
had 5 periods free.
DID FLASH.
and had a horrible headache.
and math was just.
-blur-
-

anyway.
thanks for being there.
ta (:

once again

2005-07-07T20:23:00.000+08:00

it never fails to rewind does it?
i have no idea how many times
i have just screwed it up.
how many times i am super pissed off at people.
how many times i am gonna kill someone.
gives me more of a reason to go.
that said,
it's really regardless the outcome.
-

she thinks i'm ALWAYS in the wrong.
she thinks i am DAMN FREE.
she thinks that i'm not good enough.
she thinks that i totally cannot make it.
(look who does all the work)
she gets pissed off with me.
and gives me that bloody irritated look.
she gives me that bloody irritated tone.
when they want something out of it
then treatment is better
she just discriminates me
i'm just a tool.
-

i'm attempting to smile more often.
as in i lost that madness in me.
i lost that screamy laughter
i lost it all.
-

english was weird.
they just love weird pictures.
and that's weird.
ah nevermind
it's over.
and i thought
that i had a good conversation
i think.
-

school's once again boring.
wait.
it's not.
it's just mad.
-

something's wrong with my brain.
just kill me.
-

ta. chinese needs me.

masked

2005-07-06T22:16:00.000+08:00

masked
that's my new favourite word.
did i tell you that?
oh wait i think i did tell you that.
-

sometimes i wonder.
i think i should be born to this earth
to sit down there.
learn, mug, sleep, eat
and look pretty.
and oh let me include.
shutting up.
i think that would suffice.
(for living that is)
sorry
-

"the closing years of life
are like the end of a masquerade party
where masks are dropped"

don't drop yours.
-

my persona is cool and mad.
and possibly happy.
oh that was suppose to hide the tears.
-

my next favourite phrase:
had enough.
but i will hold on.
for my dear life.
that you gave me this chance.
-

immense confusion.
is there sucha phrase?
<3

2005-07-05T22:30:00.000+08:00

I'm happy.
I'm happy.
I'm happy.
I'm happy.

only you know i'm lying.

music baton

2005-07-04T20:58:00.000+08:00

total volume of music in my computer:
well. it's little really.
224mb
that's pathetic (:

the last cd i bought:
urhm. I DON'T KNOW.
that's seriously how long i've bought a cd.
won't go into further details
on how i get hold of music

song playing right now:
alex parks- maybe that's what it takes

~~five~~ six songs i've been listening to lately or mean alot to me:
1. evan and jaron-crazy for this girl (yes it's oldd)
2. lifehouse-you and me
3. for such a time as this (anniversary song)
4. weezer- beverly hills
5. by this they will know
6. reliant k- my escape

~~five~~ six people whom im passing the baton to:
1. all the lavanias in the world
2. all the germaises in the world
3. all the adelenes in the world
4. all the jeremys in the world
5. all the dancers in the world
6. WHOEVER SEES THIS JUST DO IT (:
-

anyway.
had dance today.
super tired.
been thinking about some stuff;
i'm currently who i am
because of your constrictions.
i really think i should
just ignore you and kick you out of my life?
yeah i think that sounds good.
-

dance is painful for the feet on the parade sq
haha. dancing barefooted.
indian dance.
and i can do honkie accent chuyun.
-

I HEREBY PRONOUNCE CHUYUN
UNSTABLE
AND SHALL UNASSOCIATE WITH HER
FROM NOW ONWARDS.
she's freaky.
she speaks of herself as
not crazy of boys.
and tells of her experience with her friend
telling her that:
"oh you haven't reached the puberty stage"
"your hormones are not raging"
OH WHAT THE HELL CHUYUN.
WE ARE ON BUS 86.
I SHALL WAS THE MEMORY
OF ANYONE WHO WAS ON THAT BUS.
AND SHE WAS SPEAKING LOUDLY.
OMG I WAS EMBARRASSED.
AHH CHUYUN.
MY REPUTATION HOW
LEHXZ?
haha
-

laoshi's kids are cute little things.
to think i was so cute. then and now also.
(:
-

ah. just do the musical baton okay?
ta dears.

yo yo yo

2005-07-03T21:10:00.000+08:00

my mum
has had this obsession lately over cycling.
and i think it's taking it's getting to me.
-

today is a weird weird day.
i don't know.
i feel weird.
today's teens was cool.
tr chen kee was talking about like
14 being some problematic angsty age.
haha i have a feeling it's true.
wait i'm 14? haha.
not yet lah. but anyway that's not the point.
the point is.
WHAT IN THE WORLD AM I DOING ONLINE.
WHEN I SHOULD BE GARUNTEEING MYSELF SOMEWHERE.
nevermind, none of you will get what i mean (:
-

howcuteward.
hottay aye adel?
still swooning?
i shall create a freaking fan club for you.
enjoy dear i shall come up with it soon.
i've never seen adelene so mad.
is that how you put it?
hm. crush? in-fa-tu-a-te-d?
i don't know
ASK HER LAH.
-

anyway.
i love faith
as in she looks so cute in pictures.
go see them on
mrbrown.com
yeah. as in that was a random thing.
but she's one cute girl.
-

hey i'm waiting for you to tell me okay.
-

ta dears ta ta ta ta.
i'm not in the right mind at present.

TAIMAISHU

2005-07-02T20:17:00.000+08:00

TAIMAISHU WILL
DRIVE ME MAD SOMEDAY.
OR ACTUALLY. THE PEOPLE
WHO LOVE
TOMORROW GOT SCHOOL.
STUCK IN MY HEAD
-

ANYWAY.
THIS ENTRY SHALL BE CAPS.
ACCORDING TO MY WHIMP AND FANCY.
YESYES.
JAYNE MADE IT! YAYNESS.
CAN SEE HER THERE THIS SAT.
TODAY'S CHOIR WAS NICE.
NICE SONGS.
AND NICE TALKING TO LIANYA?
I THINK THAT'S HER NAME.
SHALL FIND OUT TMRW.
NOT SURE LAH.
CAN'T BUT BIG BIG.
WHAT IF WRONG HOW?
HOW?
VERY BAD RIGHT RIGHT?
HOPE WENYA IS COMING TMRW.
WELL SU AN IS.
AND THE REST SHOULD BE.
AND HOPE ANNA WAKES UP.
HOH.
-

HOW(CUTE)WARD.
YES. THE LATEST OBSESSION OF THE GANG.
THE GANG LEADER CAN'T BE BOTHERED.
WELL.
I DON'T THINK SHE KNOWS.
WELL ONE GANG MEMBER (ME)
CAN'T BE BOTHERED TOO.
WELL, COZ HE'S NICE AND THAT'S THAT.
JUST NICE ACCENT.
I WANT THAT ACCENT.
-

JOSEF TAN'S WIFE IS SUPER PRETTY.
YEAH. SHE IS.
REALLY. EVERYONE WANTED TO TAKE A PIC
OF HER AND PROBABLY WITH HER.
AND AFTER HIS WEDDING.
WE ZHAOED TO LIKE J8
AND ROTTED.
AND THEN
WENT TO LOIS'S DAD'S OFFICE.
TO ROT AND WATCH
SUPERSTAR.
AND THAT'S LIKE MY FIRST EPI
WATCHING THAT SHOW?
HOHO. YES IT'S TRUE.
AND THE STUPID MOVIES WON'T OPEN TODAY.
YES. THEY DID BUT LATE.
SO WE DIDN'T WATCH.
THE MOVIES HATE ME.
AND I AM HEREBY DEPRIVED.
-CRIES-
OF MOVIES AND SHOPPING
-

NKF TOMORROW.
WATCH THE OPENING DANCE.
GOT CRESCENT PEOPLE DANCING.
7.30PM OKAY.
MUST WATCH.
I'M NOT EXACTLY SURE OF THE TIME
SO 7.00 BE IN FRONT OF TV.
-

ONE THING I'VE LEARNT:
NEVER WEAR SKIRTS TO CHOIR.
ITS PURE TOTURE. (:
TA ALL.
LOVE LOVE.
AND I NEED TO GO FIND MONEH FOR THE
LAO UNCLE TAXI DRIVER WHO CALLS ME.
AND CHUYUN
MISS NG AND MISS WONG.
TA

i had enough already

2005-07-02T00:00:00.000+08:00

ai nia steady buay!
haha choc buffet was fun.
but you see.
my weak little stomach of the late
had to interrupt me.
all the time.
so yes. but i enjoyed the chocs lots.
oh we sat there for about 3 hrs +
chatting and all.
-

i daresay, i think it's enough already.
really enough.
i think we did it they way we do it.
so yeah.
say what you want-really.
i don't need to anymore.
fang4shou3le4
-

microsoft thing was pretty cool.
with erm. the creative guy being quite funny
over the apple thing and all.
and then bill gates being extremely technical.
ah software demonstrations.
exciting man.
and adelene. -nudge-
i think i've said enough
-

marina otah.
is
the
BEST.
i guess that's an understatement.
-

it just takes something to ruin another.
oh right, thank you so much for ruining my day.
i regret doing a 1001 things this year.
i regret every being open and direct.
i regret ever being so vulnerable.
-

bye.
chocolate. my abrosia.

hello morning

2005-07-01T04:27:00.000+08:00

hello morning.
it's 428 hours as i speak.

sorry i know its madness for me to type at this hour.
but i am super thankful that i woke up
early considering that i slept well, on the bed/table.
fell asleep lah.
and its freaking cold now (:
anyway
up to do chinese project.
yeahh
-

i think the plate's thankfully OKAY.
if not, iwould have died. yeah
gotta make a new one what.
and not enough paint and all that crap.
-

D&T is one helluva weird lesson.
people are zilianing with that 5 pix cam(i think)
during D&T while mr ho speaks.
super funny.
-

two people who are weirder are like.
adelene and lois lah.
today happy happy go make tees.
-.-'' oh and why? 0107 what.
i think we should all be like them.
happy happy go make class shirt
then SURE have class shirt done one.
-

i'm dead for chinese project.
-

<3 ta

i've been complied to blog

2005-06-29T22:38:00.000+08:00

i've finally decided to revive the dead.

it's 10:39 now. as i type.
and i just got back.
i'm freaking tired.
and it's only the first week.
almost slept during lesson.
which was like.
ermmmmm.
yeah that kinda was like what it is. and was.

stuff has been happening.
yeah. alot actually.
too much for me to handle.
in a good and bad way?

1. i'm suffocating under the chinese newspaper.
i can't even do or write chinese for nuts.
2. my math state HAS TO BE BRUSHED UP.
3. my dance steps is super un shou-ed
4. i keep dreaming about things.
okay maybe not keep. but yeah i dreamt about something
erm. painful.
5. i figured that text is one good way
6. it's youth day celebrations this fri
7. i don't intend to be like bell and enter the
"SHANG LIU SHE HUI" and be like -ahem-
8. pbl is died.
9. gen 3 is a huge event with 3 tall people and 1 short one.
yeah you know who's the short one. the one who wants a dior bag.
10. i need sleep. damn tired.

school is boring.
seriously. if not for adelene and her lame jokes.
bell who just simply keeps on laughing today.
and i was talking to the wall in the end.
and all the lame stuff we're doing.
lois joycelyn bell adel lava
taking zi lian photos of themselves during d&t
had first math lesson today.
had first history lesson yesterday
had first science lesson yesterday.
i need sweets.
and i think you get the drift from here.

i think i've blogged LONNG enough for germie.
yesyes. i shall not make my blog in this prehistoric
state like yeo kia leng's, the kampong girl.
and i shall not talk about such sensitive issues here.
heh. tsk i'm nice.
and now i am freaking tired.
and i need to complete some unfinished stuffxzx.
ta. love <3 (:

copying's fun

2005-06-26T20:15:00.000+08:00

can i say i love you?

OMG I AM SUPER HIGH?
that's like a super random title.
but oh wells. who cares?
-

work's not done.
just need to get english done.
math is history.
so didn't touch it.
but.
gahed.
i'm too tired to do anything.
and i heard new teacher.
exciting or what?
jeanne's sad.
she misses huay wen.
-

man and boy rocks.
i cried when i read it.
it's super touching.
by tony parsons.
GO READ IT! (:
<3
-

oh darn.
i'm missing spyyder mann.
haha
okay ta (:

haven't blogged

2005-06-25T09:10:00.000+08:00

haven't blogged properly in a-g-e-s.

to a certain someone,
there are defamation laws on blogs too.
if you must know.
so i suggest that you don't sprout nonsense.
you can eat the wrong thing.
but you can't say the wrong thing.
(okay it's translated)
i really think that you should watch it.
-

thanks
to jem jamie and viki.
and joyce,
it doesn't help when you say you're gonna
flunk. when you're not.
TSK TSK TSK.
smarty pants dear.
-

to viki
the person who named me bean sprout
whenever did you start using RAWKS?
haha. okay yes. shameless advertising.
and the word smart is totally,
undefined.
-

been real busy this week.
helped out at camp.
rushed for dance.
went for the dreadful
and so on.
busy busy busy,
tired.
and oh. i think i'm overly.
(if there is such a word)
going nuts.
gah. grammar is wrong.
oh my i thought i lost touch of my writing of essays.
better blog
frequently from now onwards.
-

hol homework.
wow.
it's opening in two days time.
how exciting.
can't wait?
okay for dance.
but probably not school.
-

i need to feel a rush of pain
to pull me back into reality.
that's how painful
-it really is.
-

i miss too many things already.
-

ta(:

gat aat

2005-06-24T21:22:00.000+08:00

today
was the freaking test.
i think my new favourite word is freaking.
anyway.

i've brought the word flunk to a whole new level.
anyone wanna beat that?

math was just simply.
mind boggling?
nah. okay fine killer?
yeah and to simply put it,
i'm dead.

english was fine i guess?
i just regretted not doing the
snb which is so inexsitent.
gah i almost forgot how to write an essay damn.

now i just pray i make it into next round.
which is gonna be tough
coz, my hopes are wayy low. (:
oh wells.
just try then.
ta for now (:

it's happening before my eyes

2005-06-20T22:41:00.000+08:00

it's happening before my eyes.
don't know?
how?
-

grandmotherhood. (:
thanks jus <3
-

tongues tend to wag sometimes
can we don't stick to the norm?

sometimes i don't know

2005-06-20T21:10:00.000+08:00

sometimes, i don't know.

she can read my mind i think.
my grandma.
i think she knows i've been slacking too much
and she gave me this talk
about my other cousin who is like.
p5?! but thats besides the point.
the point is,
it's freaky how she can read your mind sometimes.
she kept on saying that i shouldn't be too complascent.
sigh. she's probably right.
my cousin is aiming to be
top scholar of rgps.
oh i'm not surprised,
considering she wants to go rgs.
but sigh. i have to admit she's the mugger man!
but okay i will learn from her.
-

sigh.
i better watch myself.
-

helped out today.
oh man i stink of chicken rice,
fish and chips, and tapioca cake, pizza
all in one.
with ALOT of dish washing liquid.
-

i love the night session drama.
was super good. (:
-

got some presentation on tmrw.
gah.
i'm dead, literally.
i better start practicing.

ta all (:

2005-06-19T18:41:00.000+08:00

and i'm tangled up in you

okay i need to seriously update.
-

thurs:
6a CLASS GATHERING.
omg. missed them alot.
yeah. sun tan,
kayaked, and all.
and i am burnt.
as usual.
but not as bad.
BUT I PUT ON SUN BLOCK?!
like HELLO!?
sue them man.
skin cancer here me and mich wee come.
HEH!
kayaking was pretty weird.
considering you
see people making out here and there.
imagine the LITTLE INNOCENT KIDS?!
val and shi had to say RA MAN. haha.
tsktsk
oh there's a
next one: 2nd july sat
-

fri:
work day nothing much.
-

sat:
went to do the ppt slides.
died die, DYING!
haha. oh wells.
we all should speak it all out baby! (:
then rushed to church.
-

sun:
hapy father's day dad.
sang grace (:
-

today:
slept 5 hours.
cousins coming over.
gonna do work.
or some form of work tonight.
have to.
must.
try.
if i want it i gotta do it.
wake up can?
can slap myself soon.
had enough?
i don't know
ta (:

tired

2005-06-17T23:41:00.000+08:00

sigh
ALOT ALOT ALOT to update.
but you know,
i am tired.
and i am tired.
and i shall do so soon.
a few random thoughts.
-

i'm going to sue the sun block company.
for creating such a problem
that when i put sun block
i still am burnt.
-

cycling for one and a half hours is really
NO JOKE.
-

i need to submit more blogskins soon.
-

happy birthday jeremy!
-

the class gathering was fun.
and viki is predicting our burns.
THIRD DEGREE BURNS YEAH?!
rewind and play the happy memories(:
LOVE LOVE.
joyce.

yay

2005-06-15T23:31:00.000+08:00

today's a pretty good day i guess.
a few good things happened all at once.
and i am pretty much a happy girl.
-

pck musical was weird.
okay
let me credit tan kheng hua
and probably gurmit singh at the last part.
they were probably the better few.
and oh the orchestra and choir were pretty good too
i kept on thinking about syf
when i saw the dances.
haha.
-

today's a pretty good day!
but, you're not happy.
and she's not happy.
i kinda regret.
my first reaction,
even though still this incident so small,
i can't pass it.
-

joycelyn chua SIAXZ. talk rot.
pck fun yeah? HEH.
-

michelle wee is going to be the
HOTTEST GIRL ON THE BEACH
and all the guys are going to ask for her
NUMBER.
so if she isn't going to give it then
i'll give it FOR HER.
she's going to wear:
SHORT ADIDAS TANK
AND SHORT BOARD SHORTS.
so look out for her at sentosa baby!
-

1. mrs armstrong
2. mrs brocoli

whats next dears?
-

JOYCE YAP PLEASE STATE YOUR SURNAME.
IF NOT THE TWO PEOPLE BY THE NAME OF
CK AND MATT WILL THINK I AM MAD.
-

ta all.
its the sun shining brightly.
till i can burnt
-AGAIN.
love all (:

cousins

2005-06-14T23:11:00.000+08:00

love the cousins.

yeah. went out with them today.
haha was late.
catched a movie- unleashed
caught up at mos.
and wendy happily spilled her ministrone (:
and just got back.
man it's late.
-

i will be Christ to you

All alone,
dying inside.
Needing a comfort,
needing a guide;
Wounded brother,
broken sister.
In the name of Jesus take my hand.

I will be Christ to you
I will be Christ to you
I'll be His hands,
to do what i can,
because he has loved me too.
I will be christ to you.

By His grace
(by His grace)
sealed by His hand
(by His hand)
We are His family,
(ooo)
together we'll stand;
Looking Christward,
(looking side by side)
side by side,
Through the storm and trials
(ahh)
we are one.
(we are one)

I will be Christ to you
I will be Christ to you
I'll be His hands,
to do what i can,
because he has loved me too.
I will be christ to you.

It's not my might or my power
it's not the strength of what I am;
But through God's love and His mercy
and through the blood of the Lamb!

I will be Christ to you
I will be Christ to you
I'll be His hands,
to do what i can,
because he has loved me too.
I will be christ to you.

I'll be His hands,
to do what i can,
because he has loved me too.

I will be Christ
I will be Christ to you.
-

anniversary song again
(:

pbl.
is
the
most
____________
thing on
earth.
you
fill
in
the
blanks.

ta all (:
tired

for such a time as this

2005-06-12T22:48:00.000+08:00

for such a time as this

now, all i have is now.
to be faithful
to be holy
and to shine, lighting up the darkness.
right now,
i really have no choice
but to voice the truth to the nations,
a generation looking for God

For such a time as this
i was placed upon this Earth
to hear the voice of God and do His will,
whatever it is
For such a time as this
for now and all the days He gives,
i am here,
i am here
i am His
for such a time as this.

You do you ever wonder why,
seems like the grass is always greener
under everybody else's sky?
but right here for this time and place
(right here for this time and place)
you can live a mirror of His mercy,
a forgiven image of grace

For such a time as this
i was placed upon this Earth
to hear the voice of God and do His will,
whatever it is
For such a time as this
for now and all the days He gives,
i am here,
i am here
i am His
for such a time as this.

Can't change whats happened till now
(can't change, happened till now)
change what will be
(change what will be)
by living in holiness,
that the world will see Jesus

For such a time as this
i was placed upon this Earth
to hear the voice of God and do His will,
whatever it is
For such a time as this
for now and all the days He gives,
i am here,
i am here
i am His

For such a time as this
i was placed upon this Earth
to hear the voice of God and do His will,
whatever it is
For such a time as this
for now and all the days He gives,
i am here,
i am here
i am His
for such a time as this.

for such a time as this

-

i'm mixed up.
i'm confused
i don't know?
thanks you there.
-points-
-

pastor mitch was talking on
the church today.
he wanted us to thank the Lord for bethany.
which i am really thankful of
many things.
like camille said once
you wish to live in church forever.
(:
-

went to watch madagascar today
yes i am late.
but oh wells! (:
we played a trick
cara, put the booster for kids
on tr min yi's chair.
-shakes head-
CARA AH.
-

i like to move it move it

we like to move it move it

you like to

MOVE IT!

-

KING JULIAN THE 13TH
IS MY ULTIMATE ROCK STAR BABY.
('CAUSE HE LIKES TO MOVE IT)
<3
-

oh don't watch madagascar.
ripped me off urh 9 bucks?
just watch the trailer and enjoy (:

okay long entry ta (:

too much to say

2005-06-11T22:28:00.000+08:00

i kinda have stuff to say.

but i am too tired.
so tomorrow. (:
ta

text twist here i come.

i'm so freaking proud of myself.

2005-06-10T21:22:00.000+08:00

i'm so freaking proud of myself.

i did some form of work today.
yes i am.
-

i want to go holland V
and look for that
ma yao tang aunty
for pbl (:
love her man.
-

and i am damn hungry now
after just finishing dinner.
shucks. i got 8 stomachs.
MOO.
-

crazy cow adelene
PRESUMES
too much.
-

6A CLASS GATHERING.
next thurs.
CALL JOYCE YAP for details.
i'm the one who's NOT planning
-

ta all (:

i don't know

2005-06-09T20:52:00.000+08:00

i need a holiday too.

i've been mixed up.
yes i have been. i think i still am.

i question whether i
was/am/used to/ was ever
a part of it.

i think i can go ask myself.
because i kinda know the answer?

oh whatever. i don't know anything anyway.

in two worlds,
ta.

lifehouse

2005-06-08T23:29:00.000+08:00

c'mon. stop lying to yourself
i can't stop thinking.
-

today was at cine doing the project.
OH DID YOU SEE THAT I AM AN ENGLISH GENIUS?
wonderful.
anyway, missed a chance to watch madagascar.
sigh.
-

honey stars are your one solace,
trust me.
-

I MISS LAVANIA.
(ALOT)
SHE BETTER SEE THIS.
SHE'S RUNNING
AWAY
TO THE LAND
OF AUSSIE(NO)
MISS YOU!
-

have a great trip.
ta(:

show off.

2005-06-08T18:01:00.000+08:00

damn. i am a show off.

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