Thursday, October 27, 2005
- 8:40 PM
(i trust you enough not to look beyond what you're not supposed to)
after that things have changed so much for me. after that i lost a whole lot of will to do anything much, only hate it i guess. after that i had all the confidence drained out of me like i was kinda like a wet piece of tissue, ready to break anytime. after that i kept thinking i was the one who created the problems and with you hating me to the core (and i don't blame you for that) i just quiet. after that i felt rock bottom and zilch. so don't you dare tell me what to do.
i feel sucky. are you there?
let me say some random stuff
1. tschus and i were bread talking today
2. i love dance to the core
3. i hurt my back. it hurts bad.
4. i'm glad you're __________
5. i think i need some proper food soon.
<3 the words that are left behind
