So Far away
Friday, October 21, 2005
- 6:05 PM
(i first apologize for the pics being so big. if it isn't i doubt you can see anything)
anyway these are my end of year results -gasp- kinda disappointed. but oh well. i'll just take it as it comes. and i've been really trying to be thankful these whole week no matter how disappointed i was. thanks for the reminder (:
so here it is.
special dropping to express because dropping higher chinese. i hope i stop flunking. i've been flunk for two consecutive years for chinese already. already immune to it. which is really really bad. i don't hate chinese. actually, i kinda enjoy it. just reading basically. but you see. i don't really get it after all. (the format that is)
the results, blow by blow. okay lemme' start from the top.
1. english and lit were SUPPOSED to be A2s. my english this time was crap. (over 30) compo 23, letter 21, compre 12.5 (!!!!!!), (0ver 20) summary 13 (!!!) my lit was also not too good i guess. okay maybe one essay. because i had (over 25) 14, 18, 18. and the wonderful 14 for MOV pulled me down like ten thousand miles.
2. chinese failed. :( [refer to above]
3. science. i think one more A looks nicer than one less right? haha. i think more could have been done. was a little too last minute i think?
4. OH DID I TELL YOU ART ROCKS MY BIG FAT SOCKS. (:
5. math is sad. yes i am sad. i improved by like two grades, but stupid mid year pulled me down. i think a B looks nicer than a C on my slip right? one more mark lehh! haha. mids are horrid. (okay maybe not in the case of science)
6. percentage of 63.3% improved. class postition still stuck there. level position is just bad. i think it's just purely unfair that for one, just because we're in special stream, hmt is like our L1. and as such, causing me to have the WHOLE YEAR overall is fail. people in express don't have to suffer this man. such injustice. and it looks ugly. and i am like 5th in the level! EXICITING I MUST SAY. from the bottom you see. NOW YOU SEE THE THRILLS. nevermind. next year express. failing higher chinese just totally puts you at the bottom of a lot of things. sigh.
combinations. the underlined are like my choice. but, i doubt i would get it. i'll appeal like mad. my math and science average is like 64% and it's like short of one. bad, very bad. very bad. pleasseeee. can i have physics chem? OH I AM TAKING ART (: with shian! haha.
i didn't study as hard as i could. probably i could have lesser hours of sleep and maybe, things would have been different. maybe. i'm learning thankfulness, and i'll take it with prayer as it comes.
anyway. so cool right? ONLINE YOU KNOW?! by 25th but mr lim said like 26th morning. but i think 25th's safer.
shucks, i'm away. ah i shall get someone to help me. really, i'm kinda scared. what if's pop into my brain constantly. i keep on forgeting on the aspect of trusting. i've learnt a lot and i really hope i'll just not freak out with everything in place. i'm glad i didn't break after disappointing moments. it was like wrenching, but it could have been worse. thanks for reminding me.
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they all got higher. no matter how hard i try, i'll never be there right? oh wait. that's not new. inferior complex oh wait. i'm the dumb one who totally cannot make it. yeah i kinda almost that. thanks. oh i forgot. their smarter.
i realised i learn things pretty slowly. shucks, that's bad.
anyway for now. <3ta
<3 the words that are left behind